Hi I have chronic pain and general anxiety (yay) I found benzodiazepines helpful but then I realized every kind of CSN depressant do at least something to help. Problem, I have MASSIVE tolerance to drugs I havent even used. Like opiates, I never use them but when I do I need 4mg every 4 hours to feel something out of them, or DXM (a completely other kind of drug) I never felt the 3rd plateau even at 600mg (unexperianced user) unless I mixed some 4-AcO-DET in it (I am really experianced with Psilocin analogs).
So now you know about my physical torture and my unusual tolerance that doctors consider as a drug problem hidden from them even tho I only vaporize cannabis and use psilocin analog once every 1-2 months. NEVER even USED opiates in a non medical setting.
So here's the deal. Knowing this, which low cost plant or easily avable drug (not NMDA antagonist) do you think could help some1 in the same EXACT situation I am in.
I already know those
DPH
DXM
CPM
Codeine OTC
Camomile/spearmint/Green tea/benzo,scripted (all that is a mix)
Cannabis (HIGH tolerance)
California poppy
Valerian
Phenibut
Lyrica (script)
Noopept/racetams are def axiolytic but a little painkiller, same way cannabis works, by distraction.
Pure Theanine, Megadose is both anxiolytic and painkiller.
I dont like alcohol
Beside those, anyone knows anything that can help me, I'm dying here (didnt mention but the pain is where no man whats it, and its chronic). That is my question.
Here's my medical history about only my anxitey and ball pain, skip if uninterested:
I know the post isnt about that but fuck I gotta tell you quickly: Come in hospital, epididymitis pain 10/10 (oh why dont you take a tylenol till I get you those some anti-inflamatory cuz you know 10/10 is nothing). 2 weeks later got back to him, he thought mabe its an infection, so then antibiotics for like only 3 days, he also gave me codeine 30/325 even if I told him it was useless. The mix messed up my stomach bad, went to emergency, got opiates for 3 weeks from another doc that tryed to help my stomach problem from the other meds, hydromorphone was the opiate and then when it was over, it was over I had no way of getting anything to stop the 24/7, 8/10 pain in my balls (and I still dont and it's been 20 months of hell).. After 3 months without cannabis cuz somehow it increased pain at the beginning, the doc that was following me did alot of medical procedures like scans and etc and because HE did not see anything well there is obviously no physical problem, sent to psychiatry get anxiolytics, pass 18 years old, get a new adult psych, wants to take off my meds and say I have no anxiety, and when I told him I still have discomfort he told me not his problem to get a doc.....So now I am waiting for the time I have with this new psych that is only taking my meds off to end and try to feel everyday with a fucking needle pain in my left ball.
Well that was my story about how doctors suck at treating discomfort and pain. Drugs do that.
So now you know about my physical torture and my unusual tolerance that doctors consider as a drug problem hidden from them even tho I only vaporize cannabis and use psilocin analog once every 1-2 months. NEVER even USED opiates in a non medical setting.
So here's the deal. Knowing this, which low cost plant or easily avable drug (not NMDA antagonist) do you think could help some1 in the same EXACT situation I am in.
I already know those
DPH
DXM
CPM
Codeine OTC
Camomile/spearmint/Green tea/benzo,scripted (all that is a mix)
Cannabis (HIGH tolerance)
California poppy
Valerian
Phenibut
Lyrica (script)
Noopept/racetams are def axiolytic but a little painkiller, same way cannabis works, by distraction.
Pure Theanine, Megadose is both anxiolytic and painkiller.
I dont like alcohol
Beside those, anyone knows anything that can help me, I'm dying here (didnt mention but the pain is where no man whats it, and its chronic). That is my question.
Here's my medical history about only my anxitey and ball pain, skip if uninterested:
I know the post isnt about that but fuck I gotta tell you quickly: Come in hospital, epididymitis pain 10/10 (oh why dont you take a tylenol till I get you those some anti-inflamatory cuz you know 10/10 is nothing). 2 weeks later got back to him, he thought mabe its an infection, so then antibiotics for like only 3 days, he also gave me codeine 30/325 even if I told him it was useless. The mix messed up my stomach bad, went to emergency, got opiates for 3 weeks from another doc that tryed to help my stomach problem from the other meds, hydromorphone was the opiate and then when it was over, it was over I had no way of getting anything to stop the 24/7, 8/10 pain in my balls (and I still dont and it's been 20 months of hell).. After 3 months without cannabis cuz somehow it increased pain at the beginning, the doc that was following me did alot of medical procedures like scans and etc and because HE did not see anything well there is obviously no physical problem, sent to psychiatry get anxiolytics, pass 18 years old, get a new adult psych, wants to take off my meds and say I have no anxiety, and when I told him I still have discomfort he told me not his problem to get a doc.....So now I am waiting for the time I have with this new psych that is only taking my meds off to end and try to feel everyday with a fucking needle pain in my left ball.
Well that was my story about how doctors suck at treating discomfort and pain. Drugs do that.