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With the exception of nitrous oxide (which aside from NMDAR affinity, has opioidergic and gabaergic properties that, I believe, underlie it's recreational potential), I am not a fan of dissociatives. I find them cold, psychotomimetic, anxiogenic and unenjoyable. The only exceptions to this have been with IV ketamine, which had a narcotic feel to it, and the time I took 500mg of some likely O-PCE contaminated DCK with some n-ethylpentedrone (which was the most euphoric but ultimately terrifying drug experience as I was high for days and dissociated for what seemed like weeks). Still, occasionally I've tortured myself with them under the hope for some therapeutic effect (ie as an antidepressant, or to alleviate opioid withdrawal).
Today was one of those days, when 100mg of 2fluoro-deschloroketamine was administered in hopes of some therapeutic gain. As often is the case with dissociatives, this decision was regretted 5 minutes after inhaling it (ie I felt worse than I did before -- anxiogenesis instead of anxiolysis, depression instead of its alleviation, negative thoughts instead of positive ones, physical dysphoria instead of analgesia, etc).
An hour into this misery I got the idea to take 1000mg of l-theanine (a weak NMDA-agonist) in an attempt to reverse it. The 2f-dck paranoia made it seem like a bad idea (in fear of an adverse reaction), but i proceeded anyhow. Within 20 minutes I started feeling significantly better.
I am not designed for dissociatives, but FYI if you ever find yourself in a dissociative mess, try a large dose of l-theanine. (I wonder if l-theanine has any utility in alleviating some symptoms of schizophrenia.)
Today was one of those days, when 100mg of 2fluoro-deschloroketamine was administered in hopes of some therapeutic gain. As often is the case with dissociatives, this decision was regretted 5 minutes after inhaling it (ie I felt worse than I did before -- anxiogenesis instead of anxiolysis, depression instead of its alleviation, negative thoughts instead of positive ones, physical dysphoria instead of analgesia, etc).
An hour into this misery I got the idea to take 1000mg of l-theanine (a weak NMDA-agonist) in an attempt to reverse it. The 2f-dck paranoia made it seem like a bad idea (in fear of an adverse reaction), but i proceeded anyhow. Within 20 minutes I started feeling significantly better.
I am not designed for dissociatives, but FYI if you ever find yourself in a dissociative mess, try a large dose of l-theanine. (I wonder if l-theanine has any utility in alleviating some symptoms of schizophrenia.)
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