Many days since any oxy blues, more than a week since subs. I was initially thinking I would use subs instead of kratom this week, but that is a step in the wrong direction right?
So I actually only dosed kratom twice yesterday, 5 grams each time. Thanks to the capsules and the packaging, I know pretty much exactly how many grams I am taking. I skipped the evening dose. My body was calling for it, but I used a little alcohol and MJ instead and watched that amazing Super Bowl.
I was lucky enough to get some alone time to watch the game while my family was off to dinner with the in-laws at Chef Mickey's or some nonsense. And this morning we'll go to the park. I got my 5 grams in me and it feels good. All WDs gone atm.
Also, I should mention, I have with me Cannabis tincture --- 1 to 1 THC to CBD stuff. Just a dropper-full provides amazing anxiety relief without being very stoned. It just makes me so, I should say, unbothered. I can deal. My wife knows about and can see how wonderfully it works. I told her how I see it being so crucial in my recovery from opiods, and she kinda rolled her eyes and said something about it being just another substance I'll be hooked on.
Maybe so, maybe not. And CBD/THC is not PHYSICALLY addictive, as far as we know. But damn, those tinctures are awesome. I'll be taking my dropper with me. Hope I don't run out!
And about my opiod recovery. I think I'll stick to kratom capsules, and even start taking one away each day. For now. Don't want to take a piece of sub, with that crazy half life.
Enough rambling from Orlando. People need to get into the bathroom.