faceplant
Bluelighter
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- Apr 19, 2012
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This is a strange one, and I personally cant get my head around it. I use melatonin to help me get some sleep when im manic (bipolar crap ). So thats maybe 3-4 times a month, just 2-3 mg helps me get some much needed sleep so i can be functional the next day. But repeatedly, everytime i get some really, really strange effects. Im still very much awake, so I decided to write about it and see what you guys think.
I feel ridiculous doing a "trip report" for what is essentially a hormone analogue, but its the best way to portray the effects.
0:00 take 2-3 mg of melatonin orally
0:25 every so slightly hazy vision, harder to read far away text
0:30 unusually easily startled by unexpected movement or noises
0:40 Blank walls have a slightly crosshatch texture to them, its subtle but noticable.
0:50 its slightly difficult to find the right words when typing, and i have a strange head buzz, similar to being slightly drunk minus the drunkedness, if that makes sense.
1:00 + i start to feel quite sleepy and can usually sleep when id otherwise be up all night.
Everything I understand about melatonin and its method of action tells me it should have absolutely no psychoactive effects, what so ever. I have experienced this 15+ times and each time written it off as a placebo, but honestly, im sure this isnt a placebo. I took 2 mg about an hour ago and the feeling im experiencing isnt entirely dissimilar to a low dose of ketamine. Every things a little bit confusing, and its hard to tell if ive spelt a word right by looking at it. I do quite enjoy the effects really, despite being convinced its a placebo, i look watching the very mild OEVs on my ceiling whilst im trying to fall asleep.
Has anybody got any sort of explanation for this, its really confused me.
EDIT: just to add I havent used any drugs at all recently, just drunk a small amount a few days ago and some oxy about a week and a half ago.
I feel ridiculous doing a "trip report" for what is essentially a hormone analogue, but its the best way to portray the effects.
0:00 take 2-3 mg of melatonin orally
0:25 every so slightly hazy vision, harder to read far away text
0:30 unusually easily startled by unexpected movement or noises
0:40 Blank walls have a slightly crosshatch texture to them, its subtle but noticable.
0:50 its slightly difficult to find the right words when typing, and i have a strange head buzz, similar to being slightly drunk minus the drunkedness, if that makes sense.
1:00 + i start to feel quite sleepy and can usually sleep when id otherwise be up all night.
Everything I understand about melatonin and its method of action tells me it should have absolutely no psychoactive effects, what so ever. I have experienced this 15+ times and each time written it off as a placebo, but honestly, im sure this isnt a placebo. I took 2 mg about an hour ago and the feeling im experiencing isnt entirely dissimilar to a low dose of ketamine. Every things a little bit confusing, and its hard to tell if ive spelt a word right by looking at it. I do quite enjoy the effects really, despite being convinced its a placebo, i look watching the very mild OEVs on my ceiling whilst im trying to fall asleep.
Has anybody got any sort of explanation for this, its really confused me.
EDIT: just to add I havent used any drugs at all recently, just drunk a small amount a few days ago and some oxy about a week and a half ago.