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Bluelighter
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very well saidWhy does man assume God would care about the happenings on one planet, if there's a gogoolplexian number of planets?
That's quite human-centric. Not to discuss religion here, terrible things happen every day, that is just what we have to deal with.
If this outrages you, I am also one to always encourage others to go into social work. We really need people with exactly your mindset. Want to become a weapon of God? Help others.
I can give you a thousand stories about how terrible things would have happened if I hadn't been there to help. It's easy to ask "Why does God allow it?" it's harder to ask "Why do I allow it?", because that's what most of us are doing.
When my friend died I asked myself "How can the Universe take someone that was only 19?", but the more I asked myself that question, the more irrelevant it got. How could I still be sitting on my ass, while this shit happens everywhere all the fucking time? I realized that I could help, not the Universe, not God. Fuck all this waiting for some magical superpower to save everyone, that's what pisses me off in this world. Everyone is just complaining that things are so bad in this world, but only a few are actually ready to do something. Gods make people lazy.
And never did I say that. Well, a lot of exaggerating, that's nice, almost feels like a real conversation.
We going to talk seriously here, or can I bring in Rusty the Clown?
I work with addicts, I know most do not give a shit about anything. They fuck up their veins, their lungs, their liver, whatever. I'm not talking strictly heroin, even. I'm saying someone needing a fix, I am talking at least some sort of withdrawal, will get the fix asap, even if there is a risk factor.
Someone never putting themselves in that position will never have the problem, but then you would never "need a fix", would you..
I know what I will say will sound like excuses, but right now I am struggling with keeping myself alive, and I have very serious family problems that I need to resolve
but I do have the mindset that you say, I don't say "why does god allow", but indeed I say "why do I allow"
I hope that in 2 or 3 years I will have resolved my family problems, and then indeed I am going to dedicate myself to social work
I am working on opening a business, in 3 years I hope to have a passive income from it so that I can fully focus on social work, I particularly want to help people suffering from social anxiety disorder, people who struggle with drugs
And I want to grow my business bigger and bigger through the years so that I have power and money to help poor people
I hope people are not going to tell me that I am just saying excuses and that I should start doing sth right now, but even if people think like that about me I dont care tbh
I know that I want to help people, but I need to be functional myself first in order to do that
And after I fix myself and my family problems, I am going all out saving as many lives as I want
because to me that's the meaning of life, I don't care about money, fame, status or any of that bs
at the same time however, I am angry at god, yes the universe is infinite, but so is he, and he could do sth about the poor human beings that suffer like this as well. but since that is not happening any time soon, indeed we should hustle to help those in need
I wish there was someone to help me when I was in need, but there wasnt, so I really understand that there is suffering out there and helpless people who are desperate for a hand of help
thank you for your post, it is really inspiring, I hope for others as well