Dada5000
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Apr 18, 2023
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Last time wehn I took both of them was exactly the 2nd August 2023. I had to stop because I threw away 2 semesters in the uni because of the drugs and promised myself to stay clean for the whole semester and get the job done. Now , I have final exams and I have been preparing myself for them , I didn't do any drugs this whole time from 2nd August. But now , my old friend called me and asked me if I'd like to "relax" for one night and smoke with him heroin and crack. Now thinking about smoking crack makes me already anxious, I remember all the bad things and shitty feeling I had on it overall (not talking about the high which felt of course good), so I'm very hesitant about it , but I feel like if I'd smoke little bit heroin, I'll be able to relax and forget about it again (I never was really addicted to heroin , because I was smoking it only maybe every third day or so). Is this all a very bad idea ? Should I tell the friend, that I'm anxious, I might start destroying my life with drugs again. Does anyone have experience with which he could give an advice ? I'm really hesitant to take any drugs but maybe if I did I could at least relax for once from all the University hustle ?