IF YOU ARE TRIPPING OR ANYTHING I WOULD STRONGLY RECOMMEND FOR YOU TO READ THIS ANOTHER TIME. so last five right into this. So these people I thought I could trust literally fucked me over. I never tripped before and they took advantage of that. They would almost force me into a really bad mindset and head loops and the only way out was to do what they said. They killed my ego and self awareness and basically turn my mind into Jell-O so I had no free will.... then they took advantage of me in that state they did things I wont ever forget. And when they where done they would make it seemed like I had a melt down and made all up in my head and completely messed my memories. They did this 4 times before I realized what was going one. I just need to get this off my chest so badly its eating from the inside. I haven't told anyone in fear that ill be thrown in a loony bin. I really hoped for awhile it was in my head at least it mean it didn't actually happen but I'm not going to block it out anymore and do what they want. Btw I'm 19 old Male in America