Today has been a trip to hell and back. I woke up, feeling slightly dizzy. I went to 6 hours of classes and felt like complete crap for the first 5. I was dizzy, short of breath, my pulse raced, i felt like my throat was closing up. I felt like i was dying. Around noon i had a panic attack and broke out in tears. I prayed that I wouldn't throw up, pass out or die. Ive been having them for the rest of the day. what is happening to me? I ate one pill on new years, 4 days ago and i hadnt felt any bad side effects except slight jaw clenching since that evening to about the next day. I did about 6-7 nitrous balloons 5 days ago. But that shouldnt affect it. But I am thinking, is this worth it? Is the fact that I have NO clue what i put in my body which is making me feel this way enough reasoning? No. Is 4 hours of intense happiness worth the way i feel now? I hallucinate off of pot now, I hallucinate sober. How is this one pill doing this to me? I am terrified to go to bed, i am terrified i will never never wake up. What is causing these panic attacks? Has this happened to anyone else? I want everyone to think long and hard about this. IS IT WORTH IT? I keep hearing these news reports about a guy who died at a rave on new years from oding. I am so scared to listen to what he od'ed from. What if its from E? Do we all need this in our lives for 4 hours of happiness? We have NO clue what we're putting in our body. We can only HOPE its MDMA. I am so terrified right now. I have friends who ate the same pills and are not feeling anything. What is going on? Is it all in my head? Please respond.