I apologize if this is the incorrect place for this and I need to go to a different forum? Here it is since I need someone that’s has this down. So I have a lot of 4mg “4 M” the white ones Dilaudid and 30mg “30 M” the purple ER morphines. I’ve gone back and forth for years getting on and off but I’ve been back on again for the past 3 years. I just recently started getting 30mg ER morphines to help with my pain along with my Oxy. I also have a lot of Dilaudid. It helps but not enough still at times and IV has been the only way at times to work just enough to keep me down at a pain level of 4-5 which I’m fine with it’s just the 8+ it’s hard to live at the pain level. I have a lot of saline syringes pre pack ready sanitary items and needles. I’m just worried about the fillers I heard the ER Morphine isn’t worth trying to much shit in it and that the IR D’s are they way to go I’ve never had Dilaudid IV outside a medical setting so I’m not to sure what to do here as far as cut one of the pills into four parts and take one grind it up and put it through these PES .45 filters says non-sterile. Idk if there is a better more safe filter I can buy online and get it next day or? I’m just trying to get this pain down and I figured 1mg IV was a safe bet for first go I’ve had a lot more 4mg at a time once again in a medical setting but the whole process of getting these as clean and safe as possible is what’s getting to me and I don’t want to mess up or there was a better route and I didn’t ask and try to find out before just going for what I got now. Sorry once again if I’m in the wrong place and I tried to look but couldn’t find info on this much. Thank you to anyone with any knowledge/experience I really appreciate it!