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Bluelighter
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- Nov 7, 2010
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After further experimentation I'd say personally I can't stand getting high more than once, MAYBE twice a day. I was at my peak contentness with my shitty situation in life right now when I was doing a once a day light stone. This past week there were several days I had like 4 or 5 sessions trying to not feel emotions or anything anymore, maybe just freak out so bad that I don't have to worry about relationships or anything anymore. In any case, all that did was make me feel worse. I definitely feel better coming down now after that and I'll probably stay away from it all of today for sure. I wouldn't be surprised if using daily would actually make me 100% suicidal(though I don't intend to find that out), it got pretty rough when I peaked really hard yesterday. Peak is still fun but it lasts like 10 minutes then 8 hours of depression after that... and if I tried to redose to keep the peak it just made the depression worse.