milfhunter20
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Jul 30, 2015
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- 14
Three to five times a year.
MDMA, bk-MDMA, 6-APB, and I don't really count these as full 'rolls' but fluorinated amphetamines like 4-FA.
I don't attend raves or go to clubs, I tend to self-isolate or spend time with small groups of trusted friends. It's usually a cathartic or therapeutic experience for me, and I take it generally when I feel like I'm blocked up emotionally and need to "sort through things." One of my most intense MDMA experiences was visiting my childhood home, sitting in the loft and going through old photos and toys, collections of rocks and coins, etc., and finally allowing myself to have honest feelings about an estranged, abusive family member.
I also take it for fun from time to time, but again just in small groups, walking around, maybe going to the bar or hanging out doodling and listening to music. I used to roll at big parties but as Michelle Tea the writer/activist/sex worker once described it, molly feels like standing at the edge of a great, deep abyss. And this unsteadiness and potential for panic is easily avoided by avoiding clubs and parties.
MDMA, bk-MDMA, 6-APB, and I don't really count these as full 'rolls' but fluorinated amphetamines like 4-FA.
I don't attend raves or go to clubs, I tend to self-isolate or spend time with small groups of trusted friends. It's usually a cathartic or therapeutic experience for me, and I take it generally when I feel like I'm blocked up emotionally and need to "sort through things." One of my most intense MDMA experiences was visiting my childhood home, sitting in the loft and going through old photos and toys, collections of rocks and coins, etc., and finally allowing myself to have honest feelings about an estranged, abusive family member.
I also take it for fun from time to time, but again just in small groups, walking around, maybe going to the bar or hanging out doodling and listening to music. I used to roll at big parties but as Michelle Tea the writer/activist/sex worker once described it, molly feels like standing at the edge of a great, deep abyss. And this unsteadiness and potential for panic is easily avoided by avoiding clubs and parties.