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How High Are You? v. Who Am I And What Is High?

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@Tryptamino,
Almost 3 months sober, 39 days straight without any methadone or opiates at all, no SOS I mean..
I´ll get there. After all I had if after more than 7 years using methadone everyday.
Still a little depressed though..
 
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pretty faded at the moment, drank some gin mixed with fanta and 1g of vit c, vaped a good amount of ak47 and now just rolled a spliff with the abv weed (some fresh weed as well of course).
A benzo would be good for some muscle relaxation
 
Cannabis Sativa normally works well with muscle relaxation. I never know where to find it though. Have always bought it randomly.
 
Professer said:
Reminds me of when 80-100mg methadone barely got me high. Plus the loperaide while sick which fucked me... still feel proud to have cold turkey'd that shit with no tapering. 4 weeks of no BM kinda scared me out of opioids.

Had my usual 9g phenibut, then a minor storm knocked our our power for 5hrs. After a little while, sent out for a pint of gin and continued to consme it via Tom Collins over the next hour. Just got me to the feeling drunk point most people would have after a few drinks. Then got some loose-leaf tobacco to enjoy unfiltered after not having any for a few months. Power came right back up once I felt the borderline double vision (empty stomach) and smoked a few bowls of tobacco out of my designated pipe.

After a few hours of sitting in darkness, then blackness, I had to get some kinda high. Ended up playing old death metal drunk on my acoustic guitar as a crew of guys worked on the transfuser (?) in my backyard. My neighbors across the street had power the whole time, we;re the first part of a separate grid, which was a bit of a tease. But an excuse to get tipsy is cool in my books.

I have a feeling the crew of workers in my back yard thought I was smoking something else out of my tobacco designated water-pipe.
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I´m going through that now. Came off methadone recently.

I remember I got back to smoking during that time and it still not over for me.
I get tired all the time, depressed. Work is pretty slow lately.

I´m glad this totally out of my system now.
 
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I usually prefer indicas but sativas (or sativa hybrids) have good effects too, i tend to feel more euphoria off a good sativa. Sadly in the dark market you can't always get what you want, but at least you can find some dank pretty much anywhere
 
^everything in the illegal markets I experienced (east coast), was closer to hybrid than you can access in MMJ states. I was surprised how different they really were when I first moved.

ot: 10mg of oxy didn't move me as much as I expected this afternoon, will probably settle into more later, plus some really nice Banana OG BHO I got
 
Coming down off speed with 4mg Nifoxepam ,and 2mg clonazepam. Gonna take another 2 and see where that leads me.

~Verri
 
Came across some diazepam and a good amount of moroccan hash. So took 10mg (no tolerance atm) and i'm about to get really stoned, good saturday so far
 
damn, what a night last night, got fucked up as shit, like shit faced. I was at a party, a big ass party actually, with at least 100 people there, inside a bad ass big estate, there was alcohol everywhere, people smoking weed everywhere, XTC dealers offering molly's to people at the party. I saw a big group of people rolling their ass off. One of them came up to me, he looked SO FUCKED UP, he recommended I buy a molly off that dude, his eyes were juggling around, that's when I knew it was good molly. I havn't rolled in over 3 years, so I said wtf, why not. When I bought one and popped it, all I can say is, holy fucking shit. I was shit faced to the max.

My comedown this morning wasn't even that bad, esp. with methadone and benzos, I honestly didn't feel any discomfort, what a fucking night, I was with 2 of my best friends, they also rolled with me, we were all having a great time, some HOT chicks came up to us and just started dancing with us, I knew they were rolling also, haha. One of them had the biggest crush on me, we both went up stairs, and you know what that means ;) Damn, fucking on Molly is truly the best feeling EVER. Back in the day, I used to buy mollys to just jack off on, LOL. That's how bad ass molly is when it comes to porn/sex. But god damn, what a night last night, got fucked up, got fucked, couldn't have gotten better. Didn't get home til like 5am. Time flew by, felt like it was still midnight, LOL.

Anyways, here's what im chillen on now-

80mg Methadone, 2 40mg wafers
80mg Diazepam, 8 10mg pills
4mg Alprazolam, 2 2mg bars
1mg Clonazepam, 1 1mg pill
40mg Hydrocodone, 4 10mg pills
1300mg APAP, from Norco pills
100mg Hydroxyzine, 4 25mg capsules
75mg Promethazine, 3 25mg pills
Caffeine, coffee
Nicotine/Tobacco, Parliament light 100s


Still feeling some minor effects of the molly I took last night, some good chillen effects, so I took a little extra benzos to take the edge off the comedown, which wasn't that bad like I said, but im feeling GREAT right now.
Word on the streets after the party was there's going to be a similar party next Friday, can't wait!

Cheers BL's!
 
Again, daily 9g phenibut and drinks. Making mojitos this time... planning to switch it up to a bit of diclazepam for a while next month. Anxiety has been much higher than usual.

I swear though, the bottled club soda I buy goes flat in the bottle sooo quick. Seems to go flat quick in drinks too...
 
Still haven't slept, so I'm all groggy from that combo last night. Gonna smoke a bong rip.

I can't believe I'm still not tired... I took sooooo many benzos to try to kill the speed high. It did for the most part, but I'm still really focused and not hungry at all. And I dont think I could sleep if I tried.... My last dose of speed was at around 3pm yesterday. Its almost been 24 hours, holy...

~Verri
 
Got nice and drunk last night on some milk stout, Belgian and stone enjoy by. Shared most of my best lagers with a couple friends(should have bought more of those... Later this evening maybe!)

Now I'm just relaxing with some more enjoy by, so glad stone makes them in 6ers now. The current edition is 4/20 lol. Oh I also smoked weed for the first time in over a month last night, it destroyed me as expected.
 
Methacodone: that sounds like a awesome time! Iv been craving some quality MDMA myself, it's been around 2 years since my last roll.

Ot:
I feel pretty good atm about to light up a kamel red light.
90mgs of Methadone
Few bowls of cannabis
Caffeine
Nicotine
Would like 4-6mgs of Alprazolam but it looks like I'll have to wait till late tonight for that.
 
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Went and spent a fitty at the taco bar on fish tacos and hill farmstead (had a couple of Susan, insanely good beer) picked up a pack of lucky strikes for the week and came home. No more beer at the house, so imma take a Lil extra valium and maybe an upper to get the place cleaned up proper.
 
Feel so fucked up on diazepam, amps and lots of hash and weed

edit: I'm on my bed now and can't even move 8o
 
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FadedTryptamine said:
Methacodone: that sounds like a awesome time! Iv been craving some quality MDMA myself, it's been around 2 years since my last roll.

Ot:
I feel pretty good atm about to light up a kamel red light.
90mgs of Methadone
Few bowls of cannabis
Caffeine
Nicotine
Would like 4-6mgs of Alprazolam but it looks like I'll have to wait till late tonight for that.
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You have no idea man, I mean, honestly the party couldn't have gotten better for me. I was SO high, the level of my high was where I wanted to be, it was amazing. Plus, getting laid on molly for the 1st time, I can honestly say, that was the best feeling I've ever had in my life. Like I said, back in the day I would buy molly off the street just to go on the internet and jack off on porn, LOL. Molly+porn/sex is A-MAZING. I hope I get as lucky as I did last Friday, to this Friday. LOL My comedown, actually felt amazing. Made my morning cocktail more phsycadelic like. lol, Anyways, I have a Doctors appointment, the one who RX's me my Klonopin, etc. I'm also due a urine that day, In my methadone clinic, all benzos on the drug test show the same as 'benzodiazapines' , I'm not sure about my up-coming test at my psychiatrist appointment. So I have to test positive for my RX drugs only, I have a week, so all the benzo, and extra opiates will be gone by then, they last 3-5 days max in my experience. So this week, is Clonazepam/Methadone week, no other opiates or benzos to test clean and keep getting my re-fills for my Clonazepam.

Also, Faded, I see you keep getting dose raises on your methadone. I see you started on 20mg, and you're now on 90mg? Is it not holding you enough, or are you getting dose raises to get more euphoria?
For me, once I found my right dose at 80mg, I stopped there. Methadone is very different than every other opiate. Once you're stable on a dose, you'll be stable as long as you need to be. Unlike other opiates, such as oxycodone, morphine etc. You're tolerance rises and you need more and more to feel the same effect, that's called 'chasing the high'...becareful man. Methadone builds up in the body, roughly 2-4 weeks. Chronic methadone is 3x more potent than acute methadone. Chronic means dosing everyday, I'm sure you're dosing every day right? If you don't feel comfortable on a dose, and it isn't holding you, don't get dose raises until AT LEAST 2 weeks later, because lets say you are on 40mg, and you have been for 3 days, and you don't feel as desired, 3 days isn't enough to give your body the time to adjust to the drug. Just a heads up man, I don't want anything bad happening to you, like OD or anything like that.

ALSO: If you're methadone dose is too high and making you very drowsy, PLEASE, PLEASE, PLEASE do NOT TAKE ANY BENZOS ON TOP OF YOUR METHADONE DOSE. YOU WILL OD. You stated you want some alprazolam, but have to wait for tonight for that, that's maybe a sign god is giving you to not take any until you're on a steady dose of methadone. It took my 4-6 months to find my right dose, so TAKE YOUR TIME, methadone is no drug to be fucked with. I'm telling you, from experience.

anyways,

So today I took-

80mg Methadone, 2 40mg wafers
7mg Clonazepam, 7 1mg pills
100mg Hydroxyzine, 4 25mg capsules
100mg Promethazine, 4 25mg pills
550mg Naproxen Sodium, 1 550mg pill
Caffeine, coffee
Nicotine/Tobacco, Parliament light 100s

Damn, I LOVE taking high doses of Clonazepam, it whoops every benzos ass euphoric wise. Esp. while on methadone. I havn't dosed Clonazepam in a while, to stock pile my RX.
But this week I have no choice but to dose only clonazepam and methadone, benzo and opiate wize.
Hydroxyzine and Promethazine enhance the shit out of both my clonazepam and methadone, I love them!!
Feeling GREAT!!

Cheers BL's!
 
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