^basically i've been off of heroin for close to 7 months. In that time i've made myself a small quantity of opium which i consumed, so I'm not "clean from opiates" necessarily, but basically my whole thing is that if I'm gonna consume a true opiate, I'm gonna have to make it myself, and surprisingly it hasn't been that hard to stay to true to that. Kratom has been a big help, but I do want to quit, however i feel like it's not such a BFD since it doesn't aggressively fuck up my whole life the way heroin and morphine do when I start using them regularly. It's got the same kinda energy that cannabis does.
But ya, I'm just hangin around here waiting for a kratom thread to come around LOL. I feel like we need a botanical discussion, that's really where my head would be at on BL. I'd moderate the shit outta that. Shroomery-style but not just psychedelics.