^Subs always used to give me energy (when they work & there is no other full agonist dependency directly involved anyway) and were somewhat effective in their own right for maintenance. But the energy I got from subs made me kinda jittery at times, and that definitely didn't help with my anxiety.
So for me, methadone is definitely by far the better choice as with suboxone I never managed to keep cravings under control. Also, even at a steady maintenance dose, methadone continues to help with my social anxiety quite effectively and still sort of relaxes me, even now that no other psychoactive effects are felt anymore.
OT: 80mg methadone.
Methadone is my favorite for those reasons but they are cracking down I?m sure it?s not just Alaska where I?m at. You know the whole opioid epidemic in the USA but yet they say around 70,000 die from overdose but suicide is around 45,000 a year. I say if people are in pain let the doctor prescribe what he wants and be responsible for your actions if you take to much that?s your fault not the docs. Now pharmacies can say no to fill it and they can say you need to reduce your dose. So ya methadone is my first but like I told my pharmacist and doctor it?s not fair for me to have pain and have to switch to subutex because it?s easier to get and doesn?t help with my pain. Oh well right fuck the poor and let?s fix the opiate problem by stopping pain meds instead of the shit coming from Mexico and China! Grrrr anyways
Long time since I chatted with ya Pill2chill how?s overseas maybe I need to come visit lol
So far I?ve taken 4mg sublingual and snorted 2 mg I?m good to go for work. Might take some ambien it really feels like lyrica to me it?s it related as far as working on the gaba ?
Joe Bean