That's the thing with me, right? I constantly here people refering to "getting spun" or "getting high" and I can't relate. I don't use Meth to "get high": I use Meth to
accomplish feats, I use Meth to
enhance my productivity; I use Meth to
boost my Brains Processing Power. I don't "Get high on Meth" I "Get shit done on Meth"
"Get shit accomplished on Meth". I don't use Meth to escape reality: I use Meth to process reality in a vastly improved fashion. When I run out of Meth I don't really feel this massive need for it, as I'm not using it to espcape from anything - I'm using it to enhance my existence, enhnace my productivity, enhance my mind. I run out? So what, I'm not as productive as I used to be. Big deal.
"Very hard" is the understatment of the year: It's going to be nearly impossible.
The Physical withdrawls, the fatigue, are hell-on-earth. Absolute hell-on-earth. But I've noticed something interesting, right? Once you begin the withdrawl process there's really no cravings involved, can anyone else releate to that or is it just me? Like, as your withdrawing from Meth use there really isn't a desire to get more, there really isn't a "craving" - at least to me there's not. Sure, when you're coming off a binge, when there's still Meth in your system, there's a tendancy to crave. But once it leaves your system? Once you really begin to withdraw? There's no cravings. All you want to do is rest. All you want to do is sleep. It's not until you completely withdraw from Meth (week(s) later) that the "cravings" start back up - That's my experience, at least. Can anyone else relate?