I got hurt a year ago, and still think of him from time to time.
We were best of friends, spent almost every day together, text, called, we even played online games together.
One day I told him I had a bad migraine, would talk to him later that day, he replied back later
"GO AWAY" , um, like wtf, then he text me "one of us would feel neglected". I was like, shocked, over me having a headache and sleeping that day? Lol. He was kinda moody, attention needy. Wasn't the first time he flaked after a 15 hr work shift, but never the go away like that.
He avoided me after that, if I'd text him something nice, he'd just say "go away" so I did.
I really cared deeply about him, the loss of his presence bothered me for a few months, but I got over it.
I'm a firm believer in ending it as friends, to leave the door open, but if they wanna go, it's their loss, not mine.
I'm sorry you got hurt. Just find someone who will appreciate all you have to offer. Hugs.