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How are you in One Word? ver. Smiling: the universal language

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overwhelmed! I know that I got spoiled by being able to step out of my life for four months but this is ridiculous. I have been home for two weeks and already I am feeling like I can't keep all the balls in the air. There are piles of papers, phone messages and emails that need to be attended to, work and home pressures by the dozens. When I was young, I worked to travel. Could I somehow do that again? I didn't have all these responsibilities to figure out each time. It was simple: work>quit>travel>run out of money>return and repeat. Something has to change but I know the being young formula fit for that era of my life and now I need a new formula. I guess that's the challenge to work on.:\
 
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overwhelmed! I know that I got spoiled by being able to step out of my life for four months but this is ridiculous. I have been home for two weeks and already I am feeling like I can't keep all the balls in the air. There are piles of papers, phone messages and emails that need to be attended to, work and home pressures by the dozens. When I was young, I worked to travel. Could I somehow do that again? I didn't have all these responsibilities to figure out each time. It was simple: work>quit>travel>run out of money>return and repeat. Something has to change but I know the being young formula fit for that era of my life and now I need a new formula. I guess that's the challenge to work on.:\
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I'm still hung up with my 23-26 years and I feel like I want to do some more fun things and it feels like I am working so much sometimes but no one is here to pay the bills for me :\. This is why I don't want to have a kid of my own, there are times where I can't even take care of myself so if I become preggy at this moment I wont have time for myself anymore. The responsibility is just too much for me anyway that or motherhood is just not for me.
 
herbavore said:
overwhelmed! I know that I got spoiled by being able to step out of my life for four months but this is ridiculous. I have been home for two weeks and already I am feeling like I can't keep all the balls in the air. There are piles of papers, phone messages and emails that need to be attended to, work and home pressures by the dozens. When I was young, I worked to travel. Could I somehow do that again? I didn't have all these responsibilities to figure out each time. It was simple: work>quit>travel>run out of money>return and repeat. Something has to change but I know the being young formula fit for that era of my life and now I need a new formula. I guess that's the challenge to work on.:\
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International art camp.. im down.. we could structure it so we can travel a whole bunch and promote it by getting modern famous artists to come by paying their way.. just say go herbi:D
 
Hurting This lower back pain flares up more and more lately. The pressure gets intense to the point I have to sit down, then it's fine. My dog needs his bath and right now I just can't do it! :(
 
Tiredddd.

Stupidly stayed up way late last night just reading and playing guitar. One of those nights where I just didn't feel like going to bed because I wanted to do shit.. but regret it now because I'm dead today for work.
 
^me, too, (no guitar, only reading) and now I feel both tired and unprepared.

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^ Same here, it's already 2am again :/ I'm totally not prepared for uni starting again in 3 weeks... /procrastination ahoy!

{Zombified}
 
tired of winter.. need to switch my thinking around on this as it begging to ware on me a bit.
 
{PISSED} :!

Why the fuck is it whenever I splurge on new technology (not something I've had a lot of in the past) it always fucks up?
 
Good! I had enough sleep from last night so I am ready to battle at work today.
 
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