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how are you in one word? v. Happiness is in your hands

Confused...

So many ups and downs. On methadone as of sept, but I cant seem to avoid hitting the needle and pipe every chance I get. My finances are in shambles, and I am burning so many bridges.
Cant believe my amazing girlfriend is still with me, or that I have a roof over my head.

Had a doc appointment today and went up to 90mg done', hopefully this helps. I need stability to get a job. I did not want to up my dosage, but I did hoping it will help me behave better. Counting pennys is shameful.
 
Proud!

Every tough challenge accomplished is something to be proud about. Patting myself in the back!!
 
defeated... I blogged but I don't feel better... hoping to find some solace...
 
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