I would like to experiment again with 2-fa in small doses maybe once every week or two.
Never had issues with stim usage apart from very minor as I was learning them. but always had trouble sleeping but those days I would take large rec doses and at night
I have alot better idea of what I want to do with the substance now and dont want any heavy doses.
So ideally I wouldnt have to use benzoes at all. It would just be during the time when I learn the doses to avoid having a panic attack when the stim wore off and/or to avoid a sleepless night.
even when ive had benzoes tho Ive been too afraid of them to let them work as I would just stay awake with worry wondering if I am going to become addicted to them. Its like I would force myself to not enjoy the experience to make sure I wouldnt want to take them again.
i worry if each time you take a dose it corrodes your willpower to want to take them more.
I even had some zopiclone given by my doctor and never used it due to fear of addiction.
Is my worry warranted?
Ive read a few cases of how ppl would use benzoes just for comedowns to begin with and ended up addicted. Now how careful they were with their dosing schedules I don't know.
Never had issues with stim usage apart from very minor as I was learning them. but always had trouble sleeping but those days I would take large rec doses and at night
I have alot better idea of what I want to do with the substance now and dont want any heavy doses.
So ideally I wouldnt have to use benzoes at all. It would just be during the time when I learn the doses to avoid having a panic attack when the stim wore off and/or to avoid a sleepless night.
even when ive had benzoes tho Ive been too afraid of them to let them work as I would just stay awake with worry wondering if I am going to become addicted to them. Its like I would force myself to not enjoy the experience to make sure I wouldnt want to take them again.
i worry if each time you take a dose it corrodes your willpower to want to take them more.
I even had some zopiclone given by my doctor and never used it due to fear of addiction.
Is my worry warranted?
Ive read a few cases of how ppl would use benzoes just for comedowns to begin with and ended up addicted. Now how careful they were with their dosing schedules I don't know.
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