OpiateKiller
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- Feb 14, 2019
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Hi guys, last month i made a thread about suicide and if I hadn’t been arrested it’s likely it would have been completed.
Just got out of jail on a 10 grand cash bail.
I haven’t felt this sober or clear headed in a long time, I’m off even caffeine and nicotine. I began to study Buddhism my cell mate had all these books and because of Corona we were in solitary confinement with each other, 23 hours a day in a cell.
I found a new found freedom and jail and I feel like this was truly the breakthrough I needed. I’m going to dive all my energy into studying Buddhism and focusing on exercise and recovery . This is also the first time in 4 years I have off of anabolic steroids
Tomorrow I leave for rehab (court ordered) but at this point my hands are up I’ve surrendered to fixing my life once and for all. Gods got me anyways.
Im facing numerous felonies including a felony assault on a police officer on dash camera and possession of cocaine and fentanyl, the first offer the prosecution gave was a 2 to 4 year prison sentence
I will fight these battles later though and honestly I felt more at peace in jail than I have in a very long time.
Just got out of jail on a 10 grand cash bail.
I haven’t felt this sober or clear headed in a long time, I’m off even caffeine and nicotine. I began to study Buddhism my cell mate had all these books and because of Corona we were in solitary confinement with each other, 23 hours a day in a cell.
I found a new found freedom and jail and I feel like this was truly the breakthrough I needed. I’m going to dive all my energy into studying Buddhism and focusing on exercise and recovery . This is also the first time in 4 years I have off of anabolic steroids
Tomorrow I leave for rehab (court ordered) but at this point my hands are up I’ve surrendered to fixing my life once and for all. Gods got me anyways.
Im facing numerous felonies including a felony assault on a police officer on dash camera and possession of cocaine and fentanyl, the first offer the prosecution gave was a 2 to 4 year prison sentence
I will fight these battles later though and honestly I felt more at peace in jail than I have in a very long time.