Thanks, although I am not entirely there yet because along with my bupe I am also prescribed Adderall and clonazepam. I am not really super dependent on the Adderall, it just helps me to focus and stay on track with work and stuff, because I have ADHD, and the clonazepam I need for my extreme anxiety and sleep issues. So I don't know if I will ever actually be sober as I still take drugs, but at least I am fairly responsible with them as far as not taking way too many like some people do and I once had a problem with that when starting klonopin, I would take way too many, but learned to control myself. And Adderall I don't really like to take too much of, it makes me feel too speedy and edgy if I take more than what I am prescribed and makes my sleeping issues worse because it lasts quite a long time for me, even with the IR tabs I take. Not to mention I still mess with coke here and there too when I have enough money, but haven't done that in a couple weeks now since I haven't had the income to mess with it. Coke is one of those things that if I don't have it, its no big deal it is only really mentally addicting when I have it and run out.. then I sometimes do a little too much, but usually when I run out I immediately take a klonopin to curb the craving a bit and keep the come down from being as bad. But my worst addiction yet was definitely with opiates because I could NOT control myself at all with them, and they just felt too damn good to me especially when I started to smoke and IV H, and IV oxy and dilaudid too, I pawned off every nice thing I had and ended up in a real bad place I didn't want to be in anymore, and knew I couldn't stay like that so I got on bupe and whenever I start craving opiates randomly which I still do from time to time, I just take my sub and remember all the bad shit I dealt with doing opiates like I was. So I am quite a ways from being on track, but I am not AS bad as I once was either and I am not as unhappy with the way my life is like I was becoming before getting off opiates. So it could definitely be worse but also could be better. Anways, I am rambling now haha so ill stop here.