euphoricrelief
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Mar 30, 2016
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Hi all, I'm in dire need of help here, I looked at most of the threads about injecting, but I've yet to find one that's specifically about what I need. I'm a 20 year old, constantly dehydrated, anemic, type 1 diabetic that has recently started injecting heroin and dilaudid since snorting oxy and dilaudid just be wasn't cutting it anymore. So here's my situation:
My now ex-boyfriend was the one that would inject me, and now I'm left alone with injecting. I successfully get the syringe ready, and I do everything perfectly up until getting the damn drugs in me. I tie off at the wrist and try to hit my right hand first, I stick the needle in my vein that connects my ring finger and pinky right around my track marks, and I dig and dig from different angles harder and harder, then pulling out a bit if the vein is shallow, but nothing but air comes out then the site bubbles up and bleeds for a good minute even though I got no blood return in the needle. After a good ten minutes of poking and digging in my hand, I move to the back of my forearm, which I either get on my first try or I poke and dig for 30 minutes til I got a trail of track marks, a lumpy and swollen arm, and now a needle full of blood from just the barely drop of blood that sits at the tip of the inside of the rig but won't draw back.
For the love of all that is good and holy in the world tell me what I am either doing wrong and / or how to successfully give me some damn relief. What can I do to make it so I'm not literally destroying my arms, hands, and veins and so I can just get the drugs in me? Thanks so much in advance. If you need more info don't hesitate to ask. I use 31 gauge, short length needles, BD brand since I'm diabetic.
My now ex-boyfriend was the one that would inject me, and now I'm left alone with injecting. I successfully get the syringe ready, and I do everything perfectly up until getting the damn drugs in me. I tie off at the wrist and try to hit my right hand first, I stick the needle in my vein that connects my ring finger and pinky right around my track marks, and I dig and dig from different angles harder and harder, then pulling out a bit if the vein is shallow, but nothing but air comes out then the site bubbles up and bleeds for a good minute even though I got no blood return in the needle. After a good ten minutes of poking and digging in my hand, I move to the back of my forearm, which I either get on my first try or I poke and dig for 30 minutes til I got a trail of track marks, a lumpy and swollen arm, and now a needle full of blood from just the barely drop of blood that sits at the tip of the inside of the rig but won't draw back.
For the love of all that is good and holy in the world tell me what I am either doing wrong and / or how to successfully give me some damn relief. What can I do to make it so I'm not literally destroying my arms, hands, and veins and so I can just get the drugs in me? Thanks so much in advance. If you need more info don't hesitate to ask. I use 31 gauge, short length needles, BD brand since I'm diabetic.