I've only posted in the COMING OFF INVEGA / PAIPERIDONE INJECTIONS (https://www.bluelight.org/community...xeplion-paliperidone-injections-v-8-0.934528/) ever since joining bluelight.
I received the invega injection (two loading doses of 234/156 mg) and my life has gone down hill ever since. However, unlike others in that thread(s), I have shifted from believing that it's invega having caused all these problems.
Based on what I've experienced, I feel like I'm being drugged somehow by the state, with a sophisticated drugging mechanism. I'm unsure how this is done, but I've felt like 10 or so drug-changes in the span of 20 months, and now, in the last 5 months, I'm just experiencing this sudden state of heaviness, along with low libido and no sex drive. These are some of the worst torture drugs I have experienced. It's also scary this is happening to me. And there is no support outside of the internet either. If I were to explain my symptoms and about my guess (that I'm being drugged by the state), I get labelled as a schizophrenic. There's absolutely no mercy here, and my human rights are being violated to the extreme.
Is it possible I am just going to be living like this forever? With no sex drive, no motivation, no adrenaline, and low energy levels? Can anyone reach out to me and help me? I want to feel like myself for once. It's been so long.
Please, any help would be appreciated.
I received the invega injection (two loading doses of 234/156 mg) and my life has gone down hill ever since. However, unlike others in that thread(s), I have shifted from believing that it's invega having caused all these problems.
Based on what I've experienced, I feel like I'm being drugged somehow by the state, with a sophisticated drugging mechanism. I'm unsure how this is done, but I've felt like 10 or so drug-changes in the span of 20 months, and now, in the last 5 months, I'm just experiencing this sudden state of heaviness, along with low libido and no sex drive. These are some of the worst torture drugs I have experienced. It's also scary this is happening to me. And there is no support outside of the internet either. If I were to explain my symptoms and about my guess (that I'm being drugged by the state), I get labelled as a schizophrenic. There's absolutely no mercy here, and my human rights are being violated to the extreme.
Is it possible I am just going to be living like this forever? With no sex drive, no motivation, no adrenaline, and low energy levels? Can anyone reach out to me and help me? I want to feel like myself for once. It's been so long.
Please, any help would be appreciated.
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