d00mhammers
Greenlighter
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- Dec 20, 2013
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Jesus... Had worst bad trip ever. What I got turned out to be 25I-NBOMe... and i took 5 hits of that and smoked dmt... it was hell. The blotters were bitter as fuck but it was tolerable at first. For the first 45 min I listen to Shpongle. Then as the visual became more and more intense, I became more anxious, so I decided to watch an anime called Deadman Wonderland... Bad idea... hour later i was getting more more more anxious, and i kept drinking water but my mouth was dry. I went to wash my face. I looked in the mirror and saw... hell... I closed my eyes hoping it would disappear but it didnt. Instead it was all around me. I was trying to hold to my last bits of sanity as I slowly descended into madness but it was pointless. Time stopped and all I saw was myself dying over and over again in most gruesome ways in an unending loop. Every time i seemed to break out of it, I only fell further down. I was screaming my lungs out. I tore my clothes, wrecked my room. It was hell...I saw god and he said I was unworthy of living thus must suffer forever. Everything was demonic and twisted. I recall look at my family portrait but everyone looked menacing and wicked in it. Last thing I recall my lying sobbing on the floor screaming where am I and if I exist. I finally snapped out of that after about 12 hours or so. Why did this happen?
P.S. My chest is sore from the crazy heart rate I had and still hurts. I recall my vision was covered with red shades and I could feel my pulse in my head like it was gonna explode.
P.S. My chest is sore from the crazy heart rate I had and still hurts. I recall my vision was covered with red shades and I could feel my pulse in my head like it was gonna explode.
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