So big row with missis yetsrday in front of the kids with her swearing - she fell out with my family years ago and expects me never to see them so when i told her i was going down in a couple of weeks it was all 'i hate you', move out' , blah blah....of course she was drunk but that only added to the vitriol she still would have said similar. So she went to bed i stayed down took a hand full of vallies, oxy's and a bottle and a half of nice claret switched on the cd player and listed to led zep 1,2,3 ,Black n blue (stones) and other assorted stuff not listened to for ages.
So if she is serious i will be having a year long party - as long as i can get voluntary redundancy - my beautifull daughters 11 and 14 are the killer tho' as i love them dearly, so i dont know wtf is gonna happen . She sees her folks every other 2 weeks, she adopted so i think that is part of the reason she has this odd thoughts on families - my mumm hasnt seee her grandkids for 10 years.....arhhhhh such a mess cant write anymore