Yep! Day four. I had a massive craving when I drive by my old pick up spit today, and I have money, but I resisted! This morning was rough as far as motivation goes and I wad irritable as shit, but I woke up feeling better than I have for the last few days. I think the worst of the physical is over and now I have to just resist temptation. I am weaning off the dreaded kratom, and haven't had to take clonidine in the day since Tuesday. I am not even entertaining the thought of using, I have to realize I'm gonna be tempted but as I said before, my days of chipping are out the window. I need to remember that after a while you don't even get high anymore, just chasing that damned feeling. Ugh! I have resigned myself to the fact that I can't win if I'm using-it ends up the same every time.