dognasher
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Jun 27, 2013
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Hi, I am sorta new here, so I'm sorry if I'm not posting in the right forum...but I am embarking on my (last) attempt to clean up after a few months of on and off H use. I've been using on and off for the past two years and I am so tired of it.
I have a family and I am a parent. I have so much to look forward too-a new business, a great and healthy relationship (aside from my drug use, which is deceptive and a big reason why enough is enough), and I know this is it-i have got to do this before I lose it all and I don't want to see what's waiting at the bottom.
I have a lot of hope-I am in early withdrawals, I know what's coming, I so want to see the light at the other side. Unfortunately I have responsibilities so I cant just sit at home, but I am GOING to get through this. For the last time. I know all about comfort meds and what lies ahead is gonna suck, I guess I just wanted to connect here so I can talk to somebody-nobody knows about my abuse really.
Does anybody have any words of advice or good stories of how they came out alive, and stayed clean?
I get really emotional during withdrawals and I really isolate myself when I am sick so I thought maybe by reaching out it would help me get through this process a little easier...
Thanks, any feedback is really appreciated!
I have a family and I am a parent. I have so much to look forward too-a new business, a great and healthy relationship (aside from my drug use, which is deceptive and a big reason why enough is enough), and I know this is it-i have got to do this before I lose it all and I don't want to see what's waiting at the bottom.
I have a lot of hope-I am in early withdrawals, I know what's coming, I so want to see the light at the other side. Unfortunately I have responsibilities so I cant just sit at home, but I am GOING to get through this. For the last time. I know all about comfort meds and what lies ahead is gonna suck, I guess I just wanted to connect here so I can talk to somebody-nobody knows about my abuse really.
Does anybody have any words of advice or good stories of how they came out alive, and stayed clean?
I get really emotional during withdrawals and I really isolate myself when I am sick so I thought maybe by reaching out it would help me get through this process a little easier...
Thanks, any feedback is really appreciated!