juninho999
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Sep 18, 2006
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I honestly don't know where to start I'm in such a mess, I've been on off 24/7 addicted to gbl for 4 years, mostly on with the odd month here and there off.
I have got my current habit down to 12 ml per day average (15 on a bad day), I know this cos I record every hit which is carefully measured by a pipette to my phone, night time is the worst where I need to hit more to get some sleep.
I wanted to stop partly as my supply was rapidly running out, but the only thing I could get hold of quickly was phenibut, this worked a treat the first few days but I needed 2 x 2.5g at 12 hour intervals to stave off craving.
After reading the horror stories regarding phenibut on line I decided to try and taper the phenibut to 2 x 1.5 and the horrible anxiety returned, I've been on the Phenibut for 4 straight days and I know tolerance builds pretty fast.
I'm starting to think that maybe I should ditch the Phen go back to gbl and order some baclofen and go down that route again, today out of desperation I even mixed the 2, I'm trying to keep my business going whilst keep this awful secret from my wife, it's a nightmare, tbh honest I think i'm more scared of the phenibut although on the plus side I do get a good nights sleep off the stuff but find that it gives me a pretty bad hangover the day after.
I really need some help here guys I'm at my wits end, I fear my gaba receptors are frazzled and I'm starting to make some irrational decisions.
Medical detox is absolutely not an option, I'd lose my wife my business my house and everything
Any advice greatly appreciated
I have got my current habit down to 12 ml per day average (15 on a bad day), I know this cos I record every hit which is carefully measured by a pipette to my phone, night time is the worst where I need to hit more to get some sleep.
I wanted to stop partly as my supply was rapidly running out, but the only thing I could get hold of quickly was phenibut, this worked a treat the first few days but I needed 2 x 2.5g at 12 hour intervals to stave off craving.
After reading the horror stories regarding phenibut on line I decided to try and taper the phenibut to 2 x 1.5 and the horrible anxiety returned, I've been on the Phenibut for 4 straight days and I know tolerance builds pretty fast.
I'm starting to think that maybe I should ditch the Phen go back to gbl and order some baclofen and go down that route again, today out of desperation I even mixed the 2, I'm trying to keep my business going whilst keep this awful secret from my wife, it's a nightmare, tbh honest I think i'm more scared of the phenibut although on the plus side I do get a good nights sleep off the stuff but find that it gives me a pretty bad hangover the day after.
I really need some help here guys I'm at my wits end, I fear my gaba receptors are frazzled and I'm starting to make some irrational decisions.
Medical detox is absolutely not an option, I'd lose my wife my business my house and everything
Any advice greatly appreciated