Thank you so much, the most worthwhile thing all evening? for some reason it brought a tear to my eye.
No I didn't take it but it was infront of me and I felt no escape, huge problems lately. I have gone through all the mental and drug counciling, I just still cannot seem to get over the fact I was told I cannot drink ever again.
So I keep drinking wine every other day or so, it's my birthday next week I will probobly drink, I mean not huge amounts... I'm improving myself, eating healthy, exercising, I just want to drink with my friends... why can I not drink, I hate this pancrititus diagnosis.
I run a very stressful business which is really getting to me, maybe I should just realise happyness is more than money and escape somehow, somewhere? Too many things going through my head right now I am not even sure if im making sense right now.
Thanks friends.... ugh your so nice, felt like I had noone for a second and signed up here and wow...
So many stories and reports I can share....