I have been very worried lately as more information on JWH has been posted
Although when i smoked, it was during the ban and the herbal incense had a sticker "no-jwh" on it
I have no idea what it really contains
Anyway, I have almost no longterm or short term memory anymore
That is probably the main reason why i cannot make conversation
I forget things immediately after they happen and i fear it is becomming worse by the day
This is almost my 6th month since quitting mark
I dont think i can live the rest of my life like this or be a success at any career
The headache went away, they come and go, but i feel stupider after each one
Perhaps it is doing more damage to me
Im afraid that i am permanently damaged and will not recover
I cannot even remember what i just wrote without re-reading it
Dude, Im in the same boat as well buddy. And even worse.. It seems in my case that the drug induced a mental/mood disorder that is unbelieavable... Everyone is reacting differently and none of the doctors know anything about this shit... I had to drop out of school.. I only smoked the shit once and my memory is just fried. Cant read, speak, talk, or do anything as "mentally clear" as I used to. Playing a damn videogame, for me is unfocused.. I cant quiet my brain to even listen to music.. I feel like I got ADHD overnight. Now Im at my 6 month mark and my "psychosis" that really isnt a psychosis seems to be fading somewhat but then other times it feels like its changing into something else.
All I can say for you is this.. You better start exercising. Exercise promotes the most brain change. And I mean exercise to train like a Olympic athlete exercise. Do heavy lifting with the legs 2 times a week because leg workouts stimulate the most muscle, which in turn stimulate the most brain change..... This K2 is no joke.. And you better start taking vitamins immediately... Gaba, inositol powder form, choline, all B-vitamins, vitamin E, vitamin C, magnesium, niacin, folic acid, coq10, zinc, most importantly fish oil liquid form, alpha gpc, dmae, phosphidyl serine, and whatever else you can think of..
The ones especially needed are the Alpha GPC, DMAE, B-Vitamins and the most important is fish oil. For the fish oil get this brand...
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Now as I said, Im at my 6 month mark and I have noticed that my memory is coming back, VERY SLOWLY and this is without hardly exercising. My motivation to exercise has been nonexistent so I havent been doing it but I have been taking the vitamins.. My "psychosis' didnt start fading till I took fish oil gels. Then I discovered that fish oil in liquid form works better. The brand I posted is the best. Take double the dosage of the fish oil.
It seems that from what im reading, that k2 is worse than heroin if you have a bad reaction to it, and doctors dont know jack about it, so we're on our own. I had an MRI/MRA which came back normal... Bloodwork that came back normal, Im about to have an EEG that will probably come back normal so the only thing left is brain chemistry, which is not an exact science so we're on our own..
Change your diet to a detox diet for about a year, exercise 5 days a week, take the vitamins, and stimulate your brain in new ways... Learn a language, learn an instrument, swim, bike, serious martial arts, anything that will make you sweat and havent done before. Very important to keep stimulating your brain, its the only way.. No videogames, junk food etc, laying around... You have to constantly be doing something.
If you are under 25, your chances are good because the brain doesnt stop developing until age 25. Im 21 so I got 4 years to get my brain chemisrty back in order...
My 2 months i had extreme panic attacks for no reason, breathing problems,, confusion and a whole laundry list of others but now I can say it has gotten better.. Havent had a panic attack since september and my breathing problems have subsided by about 85%... Still have my psychosis but just praying that it fades...
Good luck to you...