EADD Mephedrone (4-MMC) Megathread v. XV Pirate Flagship

[Safrolette]

Oh my! This sounds like my first destination when they finally invent a time travel machine :D
Amazing. What a memory to have of an entire period of legal, epic super fun times. The fact that nothing really came close to that quality during the recent years makes it even more special.

It quickly became very, very dark for quite a lot of people. The fuck-up potential of the potency, strong addictive pull and easy availability combo was endless

 

[Ophidian]

It quickly became very, very dark for quite a lot of people. The fuck-up potential of the potency, strong addictive pull and easy availability combo was endless

When I was younger it ruined my mental health, my dreams and goals here in life.

Everything was about this drug, had to carry it with me everyday. Doing it for the most part of the week.
Went to school on it, to work. At some point it replaced my morning coffee. I also did sports under the influence. Went to family dinners and all sorts of social gatherings. Even in the house of the lord.
The stuff was so good, I recall ordering 100 grams from online retailers at a time. So easily available, legal and cheap.

After a long period of time with many heavy weekend binges I began to feel mentally off/drained. Anxiety and paranoia sneaks in.
At one session I had full blown auditory hallucinations and shadow people all over my place.

Since that particular experience they never left me. Comes uninvited to my party and kills my high.

Xanax became my savior. But due to my addictive personality and or lack of self control. Xanax also became a part of my daily routine.
Was constantly high from Meph and the Alprazolam did the job keeping the shadow people out of the house.

In general it helped me to get by so that I could leave the house and go to work, do my grocery shopping without becoming anxious and a paranoid mess.

These are the only 2 drugs that has me in a strong grip and I have done most drugs.
I regret abusing them, they are real soul destroyers if not handled with care.

But when you are young, uneducated, with no self control and feeling immortal. Has unlimited access to potent cheap drugs, it's a recipe for disaster.

 

[Safrolette]

When I was younger it ruined my mental health, my dreams and goals here in life...
...But when you are young, uneducated, with no self control and feeling immortal. Has unlimited access to potent cheap drugs, it's a recipe for disaster.

Thanks for sharing the experience about your addiction to the meph... one of the most honest and open I have ever heard. I enjoyed it immensely but found the grip it had on the brain scary. Obviously I've always liked my recreational drugs but with meph it was different, I just couldn't stop thinking about it.

 

[sulllyvan]

When I was younger it ruined my mental health, my dreams and goals here in life.

Everything was about this drug, had to carry it with me everyday. Doing it for the most part of the week.
Went to school on it, to work. At some point it replaced my morning coffee. I also did sports under the influence. Went to family dinners and all sorts of social gatherings. Even in the house of the lord.
The stuff was so good, I recall ordering 100 grams from online retailers at a time. So easily available, legal and cheap.

After a long period of time with many heavy weekend binges I began to feel mentally off/drained. Anxiety and paranoia sneaks in.
At one session I had full blown auditory hallucinations and shadow people all over my place.

Since that particular experience they never left me. Comes uninvited to my party and kills my high.

Xanax became my savior. But due to my addictive personality and or lack of self control. Xanax also became a part of my daily routine.
Was constantly high from Meph and the Alprazolam did the job keeping the shadow people out of the house.

In general it helped me to get by so that I could leave the house and go to work, do my grocery shopping without becoming anxious and a paranoid mess.

These are the only 2 drugs that has me in a strong grip and I have done most drugs.
I regret abusing them, they are real soul destroyers if not handled with care.

But when you are young, uneducated, with no self control and feeling immortal. Has unlimited access to potent cheap drugs, it's a recipe for disaster.

Thanks for sharing. Sad to read this, but I hope you're getting better.
I definitely get how addictive mephedrone can become, I also have the urge to do it again especially during a week following the session, but manage to resist, realizing what a slippery slope it is. Euphoria is so strong and sex on it is so great that you just can't stop thinking about it.

I think the very minimum of breaks to keep is 3 weeks. Though when it's as available and as widespread as a coffee, people obviously didn't think about harm reduction much. That, at the same time, is the reason of "sweet" memories and nostalgia that no other drug had caused, and a recipe for disaster as you said.

 

[Blowmonkey]

Nice, thanks! Never had stuff looking *exactly* like this. Have some expectations from the upcoming batch though, from a "legendary" vendor of pre-ban stuff. Will post pics if it is comparable.

But you've heard/seen people say the new stuff is as good as the old? Kinda curious myself to compare it to this. Like axe battler said, there are some grainy, perhaps rice resembling bits in there, but this has been ground to a fine powder mostly. It just reminds me of some real clean trichomes now.

 

[StoneHappyMonday]

 

[F.U.B.A.R.]

Love that track...

Reminds me of being a young nipper in the flower power days.

 

[JohnnyVodka]

Thanks for sharing the experience about your addiction to the meph... one of the most honest and open I have ever heard. I enjoyed it immensely but found the grip it had on the brain scary. Obviously I've always liked my recreational drugs but with meph it was different, I just couldn't stop thinking about it.

Same really. (Meph + porn is the real killer!) However... for context I would say that legal drug, alcohol, has its hooks into me even more. Ultimately, I could stop taking meph every weekend, and maybe only use it 3 or 4 times a year now. A weekend without booze would be inconceivable. Maybe if they banned booze and made good booze hard to come by, I would re-assess my alcohol habit.

 

[Safrolette]

Same really. (Meph + porn is the real killer!) However... for context I would say that legal drug, alcohol, has its hooks into me even more. Ultimately, I could stop taking meph every weekend, and maybe only use it 3 or 4 times a year now. A weekend without booze would be inconceivable. Maybe if they banned booze and made good booze hard to come by, I would re-assess my alcohol habit.

That's interesting, I used to be a teetotal, I started drinking recreationally only a few years ago, and I love it! Alcohol is a very nice drug with a lovely taste, ace (y)
I have a rather low tolerance and thankfully I only enjoy it when in company, if I liked to drink it on my own it would be trouble... I'm keen on prosecco, quality rose' or dry whites. So fun and enhancing. Cheers!

 

[Ophidian]

Thanks for sharing the experience about your addiction to the meph... one of the most honest and open I have ever heard. I enjoyed it immensely but found the grip it had on the brain scary. Obviously I've always liked my recreational drugs but with meph it was different, I just couldn't stop thinking about it.

No problem, I just hope someone can use this as a guidance. Good that you know the warning signs.

Thanks for sharing. Sad to read this, but I hope you're getting better.

I think the very minimum of breaks to keep is 3 weeks. Though when it's as available and as widespread as a coffee, people obviously didn't think about harm reduction much. That, at the same time, is the reason of "sweet" memories and nostalgia that no other drug had caused, and a recipe for disaster as you said.

I'm much better these days, thanks. Still doing the drug but with responsibility.
It's wise to have some rules, but can be hard to follow.