Wow
Wow am I shocked how I just decided to start "robotripping", I am tripping right now so bear with me if my spelling is crazy. I today just took 2 bottles or robotussin with 10mg dextromethorphine and 100mg of guatiesin. I took the first one and gulped it down around noon. I wasn't feeling real dissociated and energetic yet, so I gulped down half the other bottle. I was feeling great then. I had trouble walking and I think my Mom just seems to look at me like "He's high on something".
She is so used to me relapsing, trading one drug for another, that she doesn't care anymore I think. I am on 2 8mg suboxone, one in morning and another in evening. I am also on xanax 2mg 3x daily and I am amazed that when I take my "tussin" before the sub first thing in morning, that I really get higher effects when I get done with my sub and taking my xanax too. I was not aware that this dxm is like a psychadelic drug. I hated weed last time I tried it, but for some reason now I love getting "delusional feelings".
My worries: I drink 2 bottles of the "special stuff for diabetics" with no sugar and the bad stuff that harms your body so bad, yet best part is it has 10mg, sometimes 15mg of dxm. I have been tripping for 2 or 3 days straight now. I'm afraid to get more "delusional than I am now", I feel fine where I"m at now. But.
1, will I feel more Delusional if I keep the same dose up everyday?
2, what physical damage am I doing to my body?
3,since I have no colon, I think that's why I have not thrown up yet, or will I heave if I keep doing it even every other day?
4,if I stop doing this now, will I go through any type of wd's like Opiates do? I assume not since psychadelic like drugs dont have wd's, but dxm is different.
5, does stopping this while I'm ahead allow me to not be addicted? or will I keep getting depressed and wind up in rehab again?
That's my "fun week" for this week, I'm really enjoying the last of this trip tonite, I'm fading in and out of delusional feeling and even better with xanax. I dunno but after the rotten week I've been through last week, I'm prolly gonna go out and buy some more bottles tomorrow lol. Btw for some odd reason I dont like the Robotussin brand, but the cvs brand for diabetics really "sends me beneath the milky way" ha ha lol and shoves depression of any kind "beneath the milky way as well", therefore wiping out all sadness etc, WOO WOO feel the love. Ha ha.