BruceJennerallySpeaking
Greenlighter
- Joined
- Aug 12, 2019
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Okay so, I’ve been in an open love/hate relationship with H since Sept. 2016. The longest I’ve been completely sober was roughly two months back in 2017. The longest I’ve been clean off dope was six months, from January until June, 2018. That being said, i’ve never really stoppped doing drugs, and I’ve been using around this time around since June/July, my fifth time doin a relapse, n I was just sort of looking for some kind of input-advice/advisory on how to figure out how much exactly I need for a shot. I’d just been smoking it since I first relapsed this time, mostly because I had no way to get utensils for my preferred way so I told myself I’d take it down a notch, but now I’m spending more money and blowing through my shit, so I got myself a utensil, and I’ve done a couple/few shots, and each time they are all obviously entirely way too small and I need to add more but I’ve been hearing lots of different things regarding tolerance. Some people say that once you stop, and you start, your tolerance completely diminished so start from scratch and do a dust particle like amount, others say, do that for the first 48-72 hours of your relapse, but after those hours, your original tolerance sort of makes a come back. I don’t know which ones actually correct? But I’m just wasting my shit by doing tiny shots whilst cautiously trying not to do too much. But if I do a bunch of tiny shots I won’t have the feeling I want, and I don’t want to do this multiple times over n over til I figure out the right amount, and I don’t wanna smoke it either bc fuck that
Sorry for my word vomit/jumble fucked paragraph about bogus but if anyone could give me some input, advice or just advise me on the matter that’d be cool b I’d really appreciate it
Sorry for my word vomit/jumble fucked paragraph about bogus but if anyone could give me some input, advice or just advise me on the matter that’d be cool b I’d really appreciate it