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Alcohol Doctors have told me my liver is only functioning at 20%

ChemicallyEnhanced

ChemicallyEnhanced

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After three years of sobriety I have suddenly and spontaneously bought Cherry Vodka (40% abv.; 80 proof) and have drank a half-liter in 2.5ish hours).
I am now 29 and every specialist I have ever seen has told me I will never live to see 30.
WTF am I supposed to do?
I have a huge number of Trazodone. Should I just take the fucking lot and accept that it's over? I am so fucking alone, damn it.
 
ChemicallyEnhanced said:
After three years of sobriety I have suddenly and spontaneously bought Cherry Vodka (40% abv.; 80 proof) and have drank a half-liter in 2.5ish hours).
I am now 29 and every specialist I have ever seen has told me I will never live to see 30.
WTF am I supposed to do?
I have a huge number of Trazodone. Should I just take the fucking lot and accept that it's over? I am so fucking alone, damn it.
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stop drinking man all that shit does is make you feel worse I mean so do opiates but at least they don't mess with your head try to look towards a better drug I hope the doctors are wrong mate I really do.. And they are sometimes as well
 
Get some Xanax for the alcohol withdrawal if the doctor isn't giving you something like this get another doctor
 
ChemicallyEnhanced said:
After three years of sobriety I have suddenly and spontaneously bought Cherry Vodka (40% abv.; 80 proof) and have drank a half-liter in 2.5ish hours).
I am now 29 and every specialist I have ever seen has told me I will never live to see 30.
WTF am I supposed to do?
I have a huge number of Trazodone. Should I just take the fucking lot and accept that it's over? I am so fucking alone, damn it.
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do you drink much water?
 
Please stop Drinking!! I believe worst Fuckin Drug in the world ( and I have tried as many as I can get my hands on!~!)
Booze is a poison and Depressant
I have been on and off booze for 35 years, Off always much better than on!! Now after Cancer treatments trying to get my hands and mind around a Norco prescription 10/325 for neck and shoulder pain :rolleyes::rolleyes::rolleyes:
My main problem is 35 years of AA that has really helped keep me sober, so its a real mental struggle. I am dependent on the Norco take between 10 & 30 mg per day , never more. But am I Addicted ??? what a mind fuck all this is.

btw my sponcer was given 6-9 months to lived and went 18 years :cool:(y)
 
Like the others said, you gotta stop drinking man. I have been booze free since February of this year. If you look at some of my older posts i was struggling pretty bad with alcohol and benzo dependency. It took an event that nearly killed me and my wife to stop. How long have you been drinking? I know you said you said you had stopped for 3 years, but how much were you drinking and for how long?
 
ChemicallyEnhanced said:
After three years of sobriety I have suddenly and spontaneously bought Cherry Vodka (40% abv.; 80 proof) and have drank a half-liter in 2.5ish hours).
I am now 29 and every specialist I have ever seen has told me I will never live to see 30.
WTF am I supposed to do?
I have a huge number of Trazodone. Should I just take the fucking lot and accept that it's over? I am so fucking alone, damn it.
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Um, it sounds like my friend and they put his number of survival around 30% because almost all of his liver was gone. You should probably never drink again man if that's the boat you're in.

A lot of people would miss you if you are gone.
 
the liver has a great recovery ability and you are still young. Take some time off. Do not forget that medicines and other drugs are also metabolized by the liver
 
Use your falling AST/ALT's/Transaminases as motivation to turn it around, There's plenty more to life then booze & APAP.
 
Iceman1216 said:
Please stop Drinking!! I believe worst Fuckin Drug in the world ( and I have tried as many as I can get my hands on!~!)
Booze is a poison and Depressant
I have been on and off booze for 35 years, Off always much better than on!! Now after Cancer treatments trying to get my hands and mind around a Norco prescription 10/325 for neck and shoulder pain :rolleyes::rolleyes::rolleyes:
My main problem is 35 years of AA that has really helped keep me sober, so its a real mental struggle. I am dependent on the Norco take between 10 & 30 mg per day , never more. But am I Addicted ??? what a mind fuck all this is.

btw my sponcer was given 6-9 months to lived and went 18 years :cool:(y)
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Cudo's to your sponsor! My paternal grandmother was given 6 months to live in '96 and is still going strong. She is one phierce S.O.B and will outlive us all. One of the most impressive women I have ever met.
 
Captain.Heroin said:
Um, it sounds like my friend and they put his number of survival around 30% because almost all of his liver was gone. You should probably never drink again man if that's the boat you're in.

A lot of people would miss you if you are gone.
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Very apt. My official chances of living to the age of 30 are apparently 10%.
The only person I was ever truly in love with and who truly in love with me died from alcohol withdrawal. Maybe if I drink myself to death, in heaven we will be together once again?
 
ChemicallyEnhanced said:
Very apt. My official chances of living to the age of 30 are apparently 10%.
The only person I was ever truly in love with and who truly in love with me died from alcohol withdrawal. Maybe if I drink myself to death, in heaven we will be together once again?
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Nah dont think like that i get it but you got your whole life ahead of you why cant you just stick to opiates try let yourself withdraw from opiates and alcohol for as long as possible just stay in bed then you will get higher take some promethazine btw I know u take tramadol to and withdrawl from this can kill you but that would be the least of my worries on tramadol its a lot of drugs to balence no wonder you feel like topping yourself i have had suicidal thoughts before but I never act on them my uncles friend did he was on alcohol, heroin, homeless at witts end and spparently he just hung himself he used to be so much more before the drugs I remember when I was a kid he had this huge dumbell I couldn't even hope to lift he was so toned but before he died he was a skinny fucking deppressing person to look at insaw him walking fast down the street chain smoking ciggarates and just generally in a bad way his girlfriend kicked him out and he just gave up I guess he was a family friend, so its quite sad please dont go doen the same way mate if nothing else think of your loved ones and how it would effect them thats what most people do take care ce x
 
you can meet your ex in heaven or whatever, after you have lived your life I think thats what they would want as well surely just get your head clear and have s good think splash some water on your face get outdoors go down the park anything you say you dont like marijuana correct atleast you are talking about it the worst thing you can do is bottle stuff up especially when thinking about this..
 
Pete556 said:
you can meet your ex in heaven or whatever, after you have lived your life I think thats what they would want as well surely just get your head clear and have s good think splash some water on your face get outdoors go down the park anything you say you dont like marijuana correct atleast you are talking about it the worst thing you can do is bottle stuff up especially when thinking about this..
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Thank you for your kind words and trying to help me, Pete, I really appreciate it.
 
Don't let this one relapse define you.
3 years sober is bloody fantastic and I certainly wish I could do the same.
Pick yourself up and keep your eye on the prize.. Your life! As others have said (and even yourself) a guesstimation by doctors is not written in stone.. you have the ability, if you want stay here with us, to turn that prognosis around. Are you on medications or a transplant list? The liver is self restoring, as long as you treat it right. Your one little hiccup can be put behind you now as you regain your focus towards sobriety.
Alcohol is absolutely a depressant and I agree with the other poster, the worst drug on earth. It's only fucking legal because of the $$$ for the pigs who run this world.
No doubt you're gonna feel a bit shitty mentally over the next few days, it's what alcohol does, especially in depressive people like us.. but remind yourself that, as the saying goes, this too shall pass and you'll be back on track very soon.
We may only be words on screen here, but we are all real people who genuinely care about your wellbeing. You have support and we all have your back.
You can't go yet! You're coming to visit me, remember??? ?
 
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If I remember correctly the liver can still regrow with 20%, but you have to quit drinking or you'll end up getting your current wish and it will be a painful and slow one. The ball really is your court.
 
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