silentftw
Bluelighter
- Joined
- Aug 12, 2013
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- 47
I am reading this and just hysterically laughing. Like what in the world were you thinking man? i have had the pleasure of PURE MDMA completely non adulterated from a trusted source several times. i think the farthest I went was one time taking a cap of 130ish mg, not feeling it after about an hour, then taking another cap of 140.
As SOON as i took the second cap I realized the first was just delayed and kicking in. My girlfriend was with me. i had to lay down in bed, was sweating PROFUSELY but felt like i was FREEZING like in a snowstorm without clothes on so I would bundle up in covers even though my body temp was dangerously high.
My girlfriend would take damp cloths and put them on my head and make me feel ok. My eye wiggles were so bad I literally couldn't focus on anything. I was in like a strange Dreamlike State, almost semi conscious, saying weird things that made no sense, with trance music blasting in the background of the apartment on the soundbar. That being said, it was still AN AWESOME TIME lol. I feel bad for you honestly. You missed one of the greatest highs there is. (Assuming it was actual pure MDMA) 95% of the time it's not. Also, if you are going to do it properly you need to abstain from other drugs for like a week, eat healthy, get good sleep. That is the difference between a transcendent experience and just kind of getting "high" Then of course the dosage.
I have done my fair share of dumb things as well though. Almost died while blacked out on soma because i decided to go for a drive in the car. Went on Multiple day Stimulant/Alcohol/Benzo Binges. It was always when i was depressed, and subconsciously I think I wanted/didn't care if I died. You dodged a bullet, Think smarter in the future. Cheers.
As SOON as i took the second cap I realized the first was just delayed and kicking in. My girlfriend was with me. i had to lay down in bed, was sweating PROFUSELY but felt like i was FREEZING like in a snowstorm without clothes on so I would bundle up in covers even though my body temp was dangerously high.
My girlfriend would take damp cloths and put them on my head and make me feel ok. My eye wiggles were so bad I literally couldn't focus on anything. I was in like a strange Dreamlike State, almost semi conscious, saying weird things that made no sense, with trance music blasting in the background of the apartment on the soundbar. That being said, it was still AN AWESOME TIME lol. I feel bad for you honestly. You missed one of the greatest highs there is. (Assuming it was actual pure MDMA) 95% of the time it's not. Also, if you are going to do it properly you need to abstain from other drugs for like a week, eat healthy, get good sleep. That is the difference between a transcendent experience and just kind of getting "high" Then of course the dosage.
I have done my fair share of dumb things as well though. Almost died while blacked out on soma because i decided to go for a drive in the car. Went on Multiple day Stimulant/Alcohol/Benzo Binges. It was always when i was depressed, and subconsciously I think I wanted/didn't care if I died. You dodged a bullet, Think smarter in the future. Cheers.