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Kava may actually be the best thing and I think is misinterpreted has been more harmful than it actually is I think it's actually the safer and healthier option out of all of these type of substances and for this purpose and comes with less negative side effects and I don't think withdrawal is a particular problem with this one even with regular use and it has been used very effectively to help me with other addictions.@Knighty011 - Thanks for the clarity. I for some stupid reason thought this ALL would end after a week and I'd be a regular person again.
They won't give me more Diazepam. I have migraine reactions to regular muscle relaxants like methacarbamol and baclofen. They had no choice but to give me some diazepam. Initially it was a week a month, then 4 days, then this time it was a 3 day supply of 3 5mg tabs a day.
I bought my own at a point and controlled my spasms quite well with normalish cocodamol doses and 2 10mg tabs a day, sometimes 3 if it was a bad one. I was lucky to take those doses for a few months and not suffer any benzo withdrawal.
I am having little to no appetite during the day then after 7pm it's like attack of the munchies. Is that the kratom because wtf?
@AutoTripper - Just read up on Etizolam! Wow! I'll have to think that over. I'm recovering from an addiction. I'm afraid if I take something else I'll end up just replacing one pill with another. But I would love adaquate treatment. Being undertreated by doctors is the reason I got myself in this mess.
I was consideiring getting Kava to try actually but in my head everything I consider is DRUG DRUG DRUG
Definitely worth giving a shot I was just thinking with the etizolam not something to get into heavily or addicted to but just another potential option which is much cheaper and hopefully more accessible than diazepam but with less side effects and dependency and withdrawals.
Maybe annalernation system could work, between Kava and Etizolam, gradually fading out the Etizolam, and just making sure not to use it everyday with the help of the kava.
I don't know how that sounds to me that hold some promise housing approach. Definitely be open to the Kava, not replacing addictions I don't feel is accurate.
More like switching to a better meal programme.
Are you US based? I know of european availabilty for Etizolam but I think you can get it in the US. Buying the powder would work out very cheap, just mixing with distilled water.
So I caved in myself tonight and took 0.75 mg of Eitizolam. I only got 5 blotters to try along with a big order for clearnet Lysergamides.
I am by nature compulsive and very spontaneous. Ive had a dufficult fortnight due to cracked ribs in middle of my sternum and cartillage damage. Lot of of suffering but gettng better. No real sleep, little food and stress.
I have been feeling like I need drugs basically and have explored multiple options to see if there's anything I can tolerate besides organic cannabis and and just about the acid homologues.
Kratom made me dangerously ill although I absolutely loved the effects and would be taken everyday offers anxiety and depression and general pain and discomfort.
Kava I can enjoy but I think the instant car but I tried was a particularly sedative one which doesn't agree with me at all you can get more heady uplifting ones which I think I would prefer but I also suffer very adverse respiratory effects to all of these herbal medicines.
Etizolam I decided would be worth a try on paper and it has been interesting.
My body and especially nervous system , are exttemely sensitive to stimulants and downers, just nervous system antagonists in general so I have to be careful even 100mg of caffeine powder cause a severe adverse reaction with my nervous system a while ago which could have lead to medical complications
I took 1mg of etizolam the very first time and although I enjoyed the strong relaxation effects I didn't enjoy the fatigue and muscular weakness inducing effect because I suffer from chronic fatty and long-term sleep deprivation.
I was very debilitated when I finish my dinner late at night and it was extraordinarily hard to stay conscious and actually move and stay awake to digest my food and manage my respiratory symptoms before I dropped.
I have this battle every evening after eating because of long-term sleep deprivation and severe complications with actually getting food in. My lungs are always full of mucus as a result of eating and this makes me incredibly tired and fatigued and debilitated.
The Etizolam took this to the next level and it was such an extraordinary battle to get up and move. I was significantly affected still the following day.
I tried 0.5, and 0.25 mg. Both very effective still, less sedating and debilitation for me and always lingering into the next day.
But I am unique. I couldnt handle any other down and medications better. Most people report very few side effects and little hangover vs diazepam and other type drugs with less risk of dependence and tolerance and withdrawal.
Anyway, my anxiety has been so high today because of the total lack of sleep I've had from this sternum injury recently and I have been feeling desperately on heads most days recently due to the fatty and all-round situational discomfort, strongly feeling and so I need some sort of drugs to stop me going crazy with anxiety during the evening.
So after sufficient cannbis vapor and edibles today keeping me rather wasted, I spontaneous 0.25 mg of an etizolam blotter.
I felt the effect but I took it the wrong side another cannabis edible dose from a rather sedating strain. So the initial effects of the etizolam appear to be more sedating Warehouse I want something to stimulate some consciousness and a more positive mindset to help me me quell my anxiety.
Anyway as I sat down to eat and was too anxious to do so which results in almost permanent daily indigestion and malnourishment currently due to my severe anxiety disorder and allergies causing serious difficulties managing to eat every day, I took another half tab of Etizolam, 0.5 mg.
Within one hour I did experience a significant drop in my entire tea and an increase in mental relaxation euphoria and general positive feelings. The sedation is not too bad and I'm enjoying the effects which have been very calming and easing for my mind and anxiety.