notocomedown
Bluelighter
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I've been dropping ecstasy since last year but i started dropping weekly last May (every week, once or twice a week) until July. before that i didn't feel depressed, sad or anything. i'm just normal after i roll. but lately i was feeling EXTREMELY depressed after rolling. i felt like all my friends are bad tripping me and i felt that they're talking behind my back. it is super depressing. I cried twice after i roll. yea i know funny right. whatever they say or do i got easily suspicious. all my friends know about me getting depressed and feeling shit after i roll but they always says that they will never ever do that to me but every time i roll i keep on thinking that they're fucking with me. and now i'm clean almost 1 month and i'm feeling a lil bit depressed. is that because of the 3 months weekly rolling? is that the feeling of "crashing"?
whenever i feel like shit i always say "damn i'm never doing this sh*t again" lol
EDIT: What to do? Any supplements? What does a crashing feels like? I really wanna be normal again. Whenever i'm depressed, i never thought about my experience in rolling. I'm thinking about my friends fucking up with me. i dont know if this normal or i am just paranoid. anyone who experienced this? any suggestion? help me pls
whenever i feel like shit i always say "damn i'm never doing this sh*t again" lol
EDIT: What to do? Any supplements? What does a crashing feels like? I really wanna be normal again. Whenever i'm depressed, i never thought about my experience in rolling. I'm thinking about my friends fucking up with me. i dont know if this normal or i am just paranoid. anyone who experienced this? any suggestion? help me pls
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