Take As Many Laxatives As You Need To In Order To Take A Shit!!!!
I let it get away from me again for the second time in my life, and could have easily died.
-A couple weeks went by without the urge to go. Not too big a deal. But I tried to go and couldn't.
-I was busy with life and such, so just ignored it for a couple more weeks.
-By the time I realized how long it had been, 4 weeks had gone by. (being a junkie I only eat 1 meal per day)
-Now scared of the horrible pain that awaits me, so actively try to put it off longer
-Further reduce meal intake and keep suppressing urges
-6 weeks without going, starting to get uncomfortable and keep fighting urges, because I'm now fairly sure I'm going to have to go to the hospital to get this handled and don't want to
-Trying to decide on when to go to hospital after 7 weeks but I can't get enough dope together for the few days it might take; scared w/d will result in fatal perforation. only eating 1 very small meal every 3 days to avoid perforating. start getting overflow leakage.
-All but completely stop eating; spending every waking moment trying to fight off the urge to go until i can get enough dope and get to the hospital
-Never wind up going to hospital and after 9 weeks even large shots of dope on top of holding it fails. basically against my will my bowels start contracting harder than peak cold turkey withdrawal power. Screaming, having chest pains, blood gushing out of my nose, on the verge of passing out as disgustingly oversized fecal obstruction is forced out of me that feels like crapping a football covered in sand paper and razor blades.
-Somehow get it out but this happens 3 more times in the next 12 hours as large obstructions that were further up in my colon come down. child birth? pfft you girls have it easy.
It is an absolute miracle that I didn't get a tear in my intestines. Every stool was dry, hard as a rock, thicker and longer than my forarm, ..and the two 7-8 trains of ball-shaped sand paper each bigger than a billiard ball. I couldn't find any medical reference at all for 60-70 days of not shitting without requiring surgical intervention. So incredibly lucky to not only be alive, but to not have needed surgery. On the upside, after all the starvation and after it was all finally out, those 60-70 days my weight dropped 70lbs from 300 to 230.
So, as this post started: Heavy opiate users, take as much laxatives as it takes to not wind up like me!
Yes I know this post is gross but the point needed to be made.