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Creating Positive Change vs. If Nothing Changes Then Nothing Changes..

BUDGET TIME AND STICK TO PLAN
continue to Hit gym 5 days a week for a month
Finish the book I'm working on
start new book after i finish the one im working on
Research a new degree
Write that book about dreams with my son
catch up on a bill
Order a shirt with my sons painting on it
three hours a day on the project
Journal eating and maintain a caloric deficit
drop off extra paperwork
Email off
switch insurance and pick HMO
request refunds
send off paperwork ver 4
snd off paper work to crazies
clean rooms and bathroom
organize upstairs
request a meeting
laundry
Three hours at the library a day
 
I've never posted in here maybe a list would be a good idea, I'll work on that and return.

Today I made contact with a local drug / addiction service, I'm out of ideas on how to maintain abstinence from amphetamines.

I'm going to ensure I follow this through, Ive beaten other daily habits with little professional support but now I need some.
 
BUDGET TIME AND STICK TO PLAN
continue to Hit gym 5 days a week for ever
Finish the book I'm working on
start new book after i finish the one im working on
Write that book about dreams with my son
catch up on a bill
Order a shirt with my sons painting on it
three hours a day on the project
Journal eating and maintain a caloric deficit
drop off extra paperwork
send off paper work to crazies
request a meeting
laundry
Three hours at the library a day
fix woodpecker hole
look for a cool summer job
get in touch with the boys
plane ticket
summer music
quit tobacco, AGAIN.
Plan summer with kido
plan meals for the week
 
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- Start to make music (again)
- Paint (or tie dye flags.. draw anything)
- Meet new people (aka gtfo of the house)
- Make some more money
- Go travel were my favorite artists play
- Become a better person

Basically keep busy instead of thinking of the most fucked up year that just passed
 
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BUDGET TIME AND STICK TO PLAN
continue to Hit gym 5 days a week for ever
Finish the book I'm working on
start new book after i finish the one im working on
Write that book about dreams with my son
catch up on a bill
Order a shirt with my sons painting on it
three hours a day on the project
Journal eating and maintain a caloric deficit
drop off extra paperwork
send off paper work to crazies
request a meeting
laundry
Three hours at the library a day
look for a cool summer job
get in touch with the boys
plane ticket
summer music
quit tobacco, AGAIN.
Plan summer with kido
 
Save up money (still failing on this)
Register for three more courses
Register for hot yoga next month
Sleep earlier
 
Maya you need to chill out if anything!!! <3!! :) hope you're well.

ATM I need to.... Be happy :)
 
Yeah you have! You need to rest up like your other co workers on their 'vacations' ;) Hahahaha but take it easy okay?
 
BUDGET TIME AND STICK TO PLAN
continue to Hit gym 5 days a week for ever
Finish the book I'm working on
catch up on a bill
Order a shirt with my sons painting on it I was given the real painting.<3=D
three hours a day on the project
Journal eating and maintain a caloric deficit
look for a cool summer job
plane ticket
quit tobacco, AGAIN.
Plan summer with kido
quit slacking as much
 
BUDGET TIME AND STICK TO PLAN
continue to Hit gym 5 days a week for ever
Finish the book I'm working on
catch up on a bill
three hours a day on the project
Journal eating and maintain a caloric deficit
look for a cool summer job
plane ticket
quit tobacco, AGAIN.
Plan summer with kido
quit slacking as much
limit time on certain activities
plan day the night before and prepare for it as to hit the ground running
 
Still failing on the savin up part grrr but gotta tryvand try.

Register for the last course I need to take in-class next month.
 
neversickanymore said:
BUDGET TIME AND STICK TO PLAN
continue to Hit gym 5 days a week for ever
Finish the book I'm working on
catch up on a bill
three hours a day on the project
Journal eating and maintain a caloric deficit
look for a cool summer job
plane ticket
quit tobacco, AGAIN.
Plan summer with kido
quit slacking as much
limit time on certain activities
plan day the night before and prepare for it as to hit the ground running
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clean three rooms
laundry
workout
cook dinner
get present
break out the fishing gear
remeber audiobook
fill gas tank
mount opener
give the dog a bath
grocery shop
set code on garage door opener
pack day pack
get to sleep at a decent hour
 
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quit drugs in the future, like when I'm six feet under. Ill probably be in the after life still using. :\
 
neversickanymore said:
BUDGET TIME AND STICK TO PLAN
continue to Hit gym 5 days a week for ever
Finish the book I'm working on
catch up on a bill
three hours a day on the project
Journal eating and maintain a caloric deficit
look for a cool summer job
plane ticket
quit tobacco, AGAIN.
Plan summer with kido
quit slacking as much
limit time on certain activities
plan day the night before and prepare for it as to hit the ground running
Click to expand...

clean three rooms
laundry
workout
cook dinner
get present
break out the fishing gear
remeber audiobook
fill gas tank
mount opener
give the dog a bath
grocery shop
set code on garage door opener
pack day pack
get to sleep at a decent hour=D
 
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^damn you are on the roll

so I registered for the course for Sat, paid off my credit card.

Next will be paying off my student loan in my line of credit yikes!!
 
Here's something positive:

I was addicted to opiates for the last 10 years. I tried everything except rehab (can't not work as I lived paycheck to paycheck because of opiates). 6 weeks ago I forced myself to stop taking poppy tea for a week, and then I took a flood dose of ibogaine at the end of that week. I slipped up a bit right after and took a booster, and it was kind of rocky after that but I haven't had a craving since a week after the ibogaine. And now I am 5 weeks out and I feel 200%, no withdrawal, no PAWS, I stopped feeling lingering withdrawal a week and a half ago. It feels like those 10 years were a dream, and now I'm back, not an opiate addict. It feels like a miracle. 2014 is going to be an amazing year. <3
 
^ amazing for you but not for me unfortunately :(. Just been a really vad year specially work lol. So now I have a strong motivation to pay off my debt and leave work nxt year.
 
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