Yikes!
Im pretty sure i answered gave you a base line answer.. you get really high from weed.. I used to have the same things happen to me when i smoked.. it takes you to a different world and all. Trust me ive been through it.. But theres no sense in creating a ton of threads all rambling about the same damn thing. We get it, but apparently you still don't. And if you can see that, then you really are 'fucked in the head'.
I dont see why youve lost all faith in Bluelight. People have said the same thing ive said over and over again, you just obviously didnt want to believe that you just got really high and that you entered some kind of higher consciousness. So, yes maybe some people were assholes about the whole deal, but what do you expect. Do you really believe all the things youve stated?