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Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

Youwillrecover said:
David Hawkins spiritual teacher said that when his kundalini got awakened he no longer needed glasses or something like that. Thats how powerful it is. Namaste
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I have a book on my shelf which I just grabbed and took in my bedroom from Dr. David R. Hawkins called "Power vs. Force, The Hidden Determinants of Human Behavior." I always liked that quote from him, or that I think or believe is from him, "Until one acknowledges the genius within oneself, one will have great difficulty recognizing it in others."
 
JoshuaGuillory36 said:
I have a book on my shelf which I just grabbed and took in my bedroom from Dr. David R. Hawkins called "Power vs. Force, The Hidden Determinants of Human Behavior." I always liked that quote from him, or that I think or believe is from him, "Until one acknowledges the genius within oneself, one will have great difficulty recognizing it in others."
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BROOOOOO U HAVE HIS BOOK. HE WOKE AFFFFFFFFFFF. IM SO HAPPY YOU ARE INTO HIM
 
Youwillrecover said:
BROOOOOO U HAVE HIS BOOK. HE WOKE AFFFFFFFFFFF. IM SO HAPPY YOU ARE INTO HIM
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I know I read some of it before. I will read it again soon. And you said some good things against the porn industry. I'm perfectly fine if porn was removed from the planet. My big concern and love is "world peace." I would like to see everyone love everyone. :) ❤️ And I agree with you that it is good to preserve one's seed (semen, etc.). It definitely helps with energy levels... But wet dreams do happen, too. :)
 
JoshuaGuillory36 said:
I know I read some of it before. I will read it again soon. And you said some good things against the porn industry. I'm perfectly fine if porn was removed from the planet. My big concern and love is "world peace." I would like to see everyone love everyone. :) ❤️ And I agree with you that it is good to preserve one's seed (semen, etc.). It definitely helps with energy levels... But wet dreams do happen, too. :)
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Yeah its natural to have sex obviously or even masturbate if you cant hold it. But cant deny ejaculation is draining and thats a fact. Obviously you will be fine if you not overdoit. But i wanna have that kundalini awakening therefore i practice celibacy. Not now anymore after injections i lost motivation but before yeah
 
Youwillrecover said:
Yeah its natural to have sex obviously or even masturbate if you cant hold it. But cant deny ejaculation is draining and thats a fact. Obviously you will be fine if you not overdoit. But i wanna have that kundalini awakening therefore i practice celibacy. Not now anymore after injections i lost motivation but before yeah
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Perfectly said! Thanks :) ❤️
 
What I'm about to tell y'all is the truth. Namely, right now I feel completely recovered, or how I would feel when I am. I know in reality or fact I still have ways to go for full recovery. But I feel really good right now. :)
 
5 months exactly since last injection and I’m worse in almost every way, fml. These psychiatrists got away with murder. I wish I could get them all fired or something.
 
Youwillrecover said:
Dont let bad story take you down bro. I believe many of these people who dont recover after long time mistake their underlying issues with injections. Trauma stress vitamin deficiencies etc all that can wreak havoc on the mind.
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You say that to yourself if it helps you. Trauma is for babies and I got none of that. Vitamin deficiencies don't apply to me as I take mineral and vitamin supplements daily. I love the adrenaline pump from stress but I don't experience it that often.
 
Youwillrecover said:
Yeah its natural to have sex obviously or even masturbate if you cant hold it. But cant deny ejaculation is draining and thats a fact. Obviously you will be fine if you not overdoit. But i wanna have that kundalini awakening therefore i practice celibacy. Not now anymore after injections i lost motivation but before yeah
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I used to be doing semen retention for months and months of streaks and there were significant benefits but it's all a distant memory now. I don't watch porn or fap now, however, I also don't care about semen retention.
 
t_xeplionhell said:
You say that to yourself if it helps you. Trauma is for babies and I got none of that. Vitamin deficiencies don't apply to me as I take mineral and vitamin supplements daily. I love the adrenaline pump from stress but I don't experience it that often.
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Im clayiorvant i feel you healed from invega and mistake underlying issues with it
 
Whether porn exists or doesn't exist, I'm at peace with it, and at peace with life. It could remain on the planet. The porn I speak of is the porn of Julia Ann, or someone like that, willing participants in the industry.

And for proving semen levels, it makes more sense to ejaculate more frequently or daily to test if one has improved, if they are not emitting enough semen, because of Invega or sexual dysfunction. Semen retention will not be a sufficient test, but it may or may not help at all in the improvement, nor will it show truly if one has improved. It could just be a build up of semen from a person not ejaculating often.

And I agree with Dr. Zaius1, they have gotten away with murder (psychiatrists, etc.). I'm still in the state of improving or trying to improve in the area of insomnia and sexual dysfunction, etc. The Invega greatly (in a negative way) altered my life. I'm glad for the improvements I experience, but I also would like to be 100 percent restored. In a spiritual way, I believe and know I am healed. I definitely like the idea or ideal of that being the case. :) ❤️
 
t_xeplionhell said:
You say that to yourself if it helps you. Trauma is for babies and I got none of that. Vitamin deficiencies don't apply to me as I take mineral and vitamin supplements daily. I love the adrenaline pump from stress but I don't experience it that often.
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I believe what you are saying is true. That Invega junk really jeopardizes a person's life. Although people would like to see you completely restored, your testimony of still experiencing side effects should be taken with great notice and care. You are a proof that supplements don't necessarily work or guarantee complete recovery, at least not in your case, or at least not right now or as of yet. :) ❤️
 
I also wish people who recovered were more explanative. One of the most notable sexual differences compared to pre-invega is arousal which also effects imagination imo. The reason i may watch porn is to imagine me being the guy in the situation and that helps me get aroused but now its like even if i try to “imagine” me having sexual intercourse. It doesn’t even seem realistic in my head most of the time. This is the scariest part because the drug took away the things i loved/lusted over and for a man it’s like sex is a big part of your life since nobody cares about a man’s feelings or whatever they’re going through, we compensate with sex a lot and replace them feelings of sadness/madness/happyness etc with sex. God loves his children and don’t think he would want a young 22 yo male to have to suffer for the rest of his life over a injection he was tricked into taking😔 But only time will tell. 2 shots btw
 
Love, lust, and list, all etymologically mean the same thing, "desire." Or "affection." For good or bad, lust just has the attachment or fixation to its meaning or intention. :) ❤️

L-Upsilon/Vav-S-T/LUST. The Vav is the "nail" that's fixed to the wall. The Upsilon or U derives from it, or is related to it
 
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