Mental Health Coming off Invega/Xeplion (paliperidone) injections v 8.0

I want to get this off my chest because it’s really been bothering me a lot…

I feel personally attacked and horrible by how you say you cannot believe me or any other hope stories in front of the public forum because of something I said to you months ago and went on to deflect anything I said. I was going to say something like ok I guess I won’t ever stay on this forum anymore but deleted it because I was trying to be the better person but you chose to ignore any nice gesture I gave to you. I also recall you saying people that have given you hope are “full of it”. As far as I’m concerned, this behavior and mindset is not going to facilitate healing and is downright bullying at times.

Shame on you for being negative towards someone with good intentions only trying to help. You can believe what you want, but you can also be gracious towards others that are willing to discuss things with you, especially those being nice or supportive. Honestly why are you on this site if you don’t want help and hope from others. If all you want to do is complain then you can do that to yourself or your mommy because no one here wants to hear about it if you can’t even accept others input.

It’s almost impossible for me to be positive. I don’t know what you want me to say.

Peace and love to both of you. Each of you are beautiful souls. I hope your situation gets resolved. I appreciate your beautiful words and honest answers.

Here, RecoveryInProgress (love and care for you)👍❤️
Here, Davievargie (love and care for you, too)👍❤️
 
I want to get this off my chest because it’s really been bothering me a lot…

I feel personally attacked and horrible by how you say you cannot believe me or any other hope stories in front of the public forum because of something I said to you months ago and went on to deflect anything I said. I was going to say something like ok I guess I won’t ever stay on this forum anymore but deleted it because I was trying to be the better person but you chose to ignore any nice gesture I gave to you. I also recall you saying people that have given you hope are “full of it”. As far as I’m concerned, this behavior and mindset is not going to facilitate healing and is downright bullying at times.

Shame on you for being negative towards someone with good intentions only trying to help. You can believe what you want, but you can also be gracious towards others that are willing to discuss things with you, especially those being nice or supportive. Honestly why are you on this site if you don’t want help and hope from others. If all you want to do is complain then you can do that to yourself or your mommy because no one here wants to hear about it if you can’t even accept others input.

I’m just incomprensibly miserable as it’s extremely difficult if not impossible to find hope because I can’t find many people as bad as me. I’m literally in bed 18+ hours a day.

It’s almost impossible for me to be positive. I don’t know what you want me to say.

Peace and love to both of you. Each of you are beautiful souls. I hope your situation gets resolved. I appreciate your tender words and honest answers.

Here, RecoveryInProgress (love and care for you)👍❤️
Here, Davievargie (love and care for you, too)👍❤️
 
God is truly faithful. I had to pray like never before. Ask for healing guys. Do it over and over again. Take time daily and pray for the answers to your questions. Seek and ye shall find. Take a really good multivitamin. Get off this thread and out of the house as much as you can. Healing won’t just show up. In my opinion you have to put in the work. I would think about Invega all day. I would regret ever being injected with that poison. I’d think about how they convinced me to take it. I didn’t have anyone to advocate for me. I just wanted to go home. Comes to find out I never had to take it. I would’ve had to stay in the hospital longer but they didn’t tell me that. They made it seem like I had no other option. I was injected twice in three days. Then they released me back out into society. I knew immediately that something was wrong with me after being injected with that poison. I remember feeling really cold. I felt stiff inside of my body. I couldn’t relax my arms. I couldn’t stop pacing. I had a shuffled walk. No thoughts. I barely talked. That shit should be illegal. I remember the insomnia was horrible. I was up two weeks straight. I tired to listen to music but had no interest. I’ve always loved music. That was odd to me. I cleaned my bathroom but it was like I had to force myself to do it. I’ve always enjoyed cleaning and that was odd to me. I remember my brain felt funny. I felt like a retarted person. I felt like a baby again. I had to force myself to take showers. They never seemed enjoyable. I had to force myself to eat. I had to force myself to drink water. My family would text me encouraging me to eat something. I was around 90lbs. I’m a tall woman. I looked like I was on death door. My back and shoulders was covered with cystic acne. It never went away completely. It’s gone about 96%. I’ll take that over how I looked last summer. I couldn’t even wear short sleeve shirts. I was embarrassed. It made me feel like I had aids or something. Whoever created Invega is a sick person. I’m sure that person has close ties to Satan. That medication is pure poison. How something could stop my natural period for almost two years is mind blowing to me. I only had two injections. I couldn’t imagine if I had four. They tried to tell me that I could get talk therapy if I agreed to continue taking that poison. I refused to take anything. Thank GOD that in America they can’t force you to continue taking it. I’ve completely healed. The small amount of acne I have on my body I don’t consider. I had a small amount before Invega. I’m telling you all to pray like never before. I truly believe that talking to GOD is beneficial in healing. I didn’t want to hear nothing Maymay had to say about Jesus on this thread. I would roll my eyes and scroll past her posts about anything related to religion. I felt like GOD abandoned me. I truly gave up on praying a year ago. I started praying again. I started asking for what I wanted. I stayed off of this thread. I said I’d focus on healing 100 percent. I did just that. I forced myself to go skating again. I started thanking GOD for healing me even though I didn’t feel different. I made sleep a priority. I purchased better multivitamins. I started hanging out with old friends. I started going back to church again. I made laughing a priority. I would purposely find things to make me laugh. Laughter is healing. I started to take myself shopping. I started having gratitude for the littlest things. Gratitude is healing. I have completely healed. I think we have to wake ourselves back up. The medication disables us. It blocks things within us. You beat Invega by doing the opposite of how you’re feeling. Kinda like reprogramming ourselves. Talk to GOD about healing. Thank GOD for healing you in advance. Do it daily. You can’t sit around and wait for healing. You heal faster by pushing yourself to continue living. They created that drug to sedate us. We create a routine out of complaining constantly searching for answers and at the same time doing nothing. We all can heal. We are more powerful than you think. Words are powerful. They don’t teach us that. The more you focus on how horrible you feel the more horrible you will feel. You have to remember the good things. Fake it till you make it. It feels fake. I felt silly claiming healing before I healed. I have healed. I regret not reaching out to Bojana. I will always regret that. We would talk daily sometimes. She would always ask me to call her. I could never get through to her. I went back to living my life again. I forgot all about her. I do think people leave here and don’t come back because they go back to living life again. They forget all about their Invega experience. Nobody can blame them. It’s something out of a nightmare. I just want to give you guys hope. Healing is so possible. It starts with thinking different. I laugh harder than I did before. I cry with more emotion. I have gratitude for every moment now. I’m so happy. I listen to music everyday again. I enjoy it. I take time to pour love into myself. I don’t take shit from no one. I used to be a push over before Invega. Living through that hell made me stronger physically mentally spiritually and emotionally it turned me into a WARRIOR. I will continue to pop in from time to time. I will repeat myself over and over again. You hold the keys to your healing. Don’t give up. Don’t be discouraged. People are being injected with that poison every day. Future Invega sufferers will seek this thread for answers. I just want to say HEALING IS POSSIBLE.
I am free from the torment of pure evil named INVEGA SUSTENNA. I have my life back 😊 You will too.
Doing as much stuff as you can is good for neuroplasticity. I'm still not recovered but there's progress which matters.
 
I am also suicidal. I tried suicide twice and missed. My mornings are truly awful. The private clinic is still not answering me. I am hopeless.
Oh, precious soul, I love you. Recovery is on its way. Hang in there, sis. And get you some good rest. Peace and love. :) ❤️

“HOPE IS A GOOD THING, MAYBE THE BEST OF THINGS, AND NO GOOD THING EVER DIES.” - Andy Dufresne
 
Upon doing a quick search, it is possible to only have negative symptoms with little to no presence of positive symptoms but you gotta ask, why didnt you have this before your weed induced psychosis. You would noticed the negative symptoms long before if it was schizophrenia .

I'm the same as you, got the same side effects and weed caused my psychosis . I was fully fine the year before. So just waiting a 1-2 years for recovery.
Negative symptoms isn't a scientific theory and the theory is based on pure opinions of psychiatrists. Medical educative system is lead and dictated directly and strictly by the big pharma industry, so they impose and force opinions which don't need to be covered by scientific evidence, they can legally do that as it's pseudo-science and they are the "experts". The theory is likely made as protective mechanism to shield against average people even starting to think the pharma could be behind that, and it's very effective as you can see. :)
 
Recovery is definitely possible. User "lifeline" went through a tough period not knowing if he would make it. He engaged in the lingering battle for a while. But, lo and behold, the time came when he recovered. The following are his words:

"Hey just checking in to see how everyone was holding up during this pandemic. I just want to be an ear and a voice so you all know that recovering is the only option. This medicine is a long lasting injection so dependent on the person, it may take longer or less time. It took me about two years to recover. I feel better than ever. I’m genuinely happy. And I’m making strides towards being a better person everyday. I had a total of 5 injections. Everyone side effects will differ. Stay hold and keep the fight in you. This is not the end for you but a new beginning. God loves you and sees the pain and agony you are enduring. I wish you a speedy recovery. Ask in prayer and believe. The mind can conceive what it believes. Believe you are getting better day by day. Monitor yourself. Hear the silence. Embrace the pain. I love y’all. Take Kare and be blessed." Aug 11, 2020, thread 3, p. 249.

I love all of you with brotherly love. Have a wonderful and blessed day and night. Peace and love. 👍❤️
 
Recovery is definitely possible. User "lifeline" went through a tough period not knowing if he would make it. He engaged in the lingering battle for a while. But, lo and behold, the time came when he recovered. The following are his words:

"Hey just checking in to see how everyone was holding up during this pandemic. I just want to be an ear and a voice so you all know that recovering is the only option. This medicine is a long lasting injection so dependent on the person, it may take longer or less time. It took me about two years to recover. I feel better than ever. I’m genuinely happy. And I’m making strides towards being a better person everyday. I had a total of 5 injections. Everyone side effects will differ. Stay hold and keep the fight in you. This is not the end for you but a new beginning. God loves you and sees the pain and agony you are enduring. I wish you a speedy recovery. Ask in prayer and believe. The mind can conceive what it believes. Believe you are getting better day by day. Monitor yourself. Hear the silence. Embrace the pain. I love y’all. Take Kare and be blessed." Aug 11, 2020, thread 3, p. 249.

I love all of you with brotherly love. Have a wonderful and blessed day and night. Peace and love. 👍❤️
Bro 😭😭😭😭
 
i just finished browsing v5 and Fanzy used to complain about suicide and feeling terrible every page and now hes recovered and updates us every once in a while. Stories like this should give us hope
Yes bro remember this all my fucking second was a fucking nightmare every time think to suicide Thank God
 
Btw anyone here was into kundalini and spirituality before this shit? I find it being into this world helps me survive knowing how powerful our mind is. My profile pic is a Gopi Krishna a famous kundalini mystic pioner. He talked about how kundalini was burning his system for years and he almost went insane because of it. I wonder how many people who had kundalini awakening had been put on antipsychotics lmaoooo
I was put on antipsychotics on the first place because I discovered paranormal abilities after doing semen retention for weeks.
I went insane because of it.
Not recommended.
 
I was put on antipsychotics on the first place because I discovered paranormal abilities after doing semen retention for weeks.
I went insane because of it.
Not recommended.
BRO HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHSHSHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA I ALSO DID ALL THAT SHIT ON SEMEN RETENTION
 
BRO HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHSHSHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA I ALSO DID ALL THAT SHIT ON SEMEN RETENTION
I seriously developed temporary psychic abilities, it opens you up once you reach a certain amount of semen in your testicles.
I could see with my eyes closed, I could move a bush with my mind and more strange things.
I was closer to god before all of this, but lost my spirituality to it.
But I'm staying away from such practice, it got me hospitalized twice.
 
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