Mental Health Coming off Invega (Paliperidone, Xeplion) injections v 6.0

[roofmaan1]

im in school it a pain in the ass in the begining of othe day when a got to do work. the work is getting harder as I progress

 

[Merek]

I could never do school while taking the injections monthly fuck no, the shit completely zombified me I couldn’t even do online school until I was almost 2 months off. 5 months off I went back to school and could barely make it through a 3.5 hour day, thank fuck I only needed too take 4 classes it’s my senior year and I only need 4 more credits for my hs diploma.

 

[roofmaan1]

I could never do school while taking the injections monthly fuck no, the shit completely zombified me I couldn’t even do online school until I was almost 2 months off. 5 months off I went back to school and could barely make it through a 3.5 hour day, thank fuck I only needed too take 4 classes it’s my senior year and I only need 4 more credits for my hs

Im in the same boat

 

[Merek]

Im in the same boat

It will pass, if you’ve had improvements already at month 2 like you feel more okay that sounds like my experience so if you continue to improve at this pace I’d say your mood should stabilize and you should be able too go back to school at month 5-6.

 

[Dre87]

Was anybody else able to work or go to school on Invega? I've been on 4 years worth of those injections since I was 29 over a 6 year period, sometimes there were gaps of up to year for having been off of it. I was living with my parents and when I was on it I first started working at Staples part-time doing retail, then got a second part time job as a dishwasher in a restaurant, and one or two days of the week I'd end up working 12 hours or a bit more because I had to clean up the dishwashing area at the end of the night.

Then I got a job in a call center doing basic tech support, and worked there for a year and three months but quit right as the place was about to shut down. Then I worked for two weeks at Ace Hardware before they fired me, but I met this guy there who had a moving company and did some part-time work for them riding around in a truck and moving people's furniture. Then I worked at Staples again for 5 months, then for almost a year doing the full-time nightshift helping to be manufacturing Tasers till 3:30AM till they fired me for working too slow. Then later I worked at Subway for 5 months after almost a year of not working.

Then spent more time not working and back in October worked for this staffing agency that got me this job where I worked for 3 weeks assembling these laser engraving machines before they fired me, then for a week at this weird mostly Mexican immigrant shop folding boxes all day pretty much before they fired me, then for one day assembling elevator parts before they fired me. Most recently here I worked here for half a day as a dishwasher at this other restaurant before a really stupid situation happened and they fired me. At times work was very hard and excruciating. I saved up like 12 grand though at one point along with the stimmie checks and ended up blowing most of it all on stupid stuff and beer and cigarettes.

I also ended up finishing up two Associate' degrees in computer stuff while being on it that I had started like 4 years prior, but wasn't able to get a job in any of it besides just basic tech support. Then I got a software testing certificate which I haven't been able to do anything with yet either.

 

[roofmaan1]

It will pass, if you’ve had improvements already at month 2 like you feel more okay that sounds like my experience so if you continue to improve at this pace I’d say your mood should stabilize and you should be able too go back to school at month 5-6.

im in school

 

[roofmaan1]

im in school

I actualy had to go to school .5 month off invega. I go to private school

 

[Merek]

I also ended up finishing up two Associate' degrees in computer stuff while being on it that I had started like 4 years prior, but wasn't able to get a job in any of it besides just basic tech support. Then I got a software testing certificate which I haven't been able to do anything with yet either.

It’s crazy to me how you were able too do all this while taking injections, I could barely walk 0.1 of a mile and I just stayed in bed 24/7 staring at a wall after I got shot with invega.

 

[Merek]

I actualy had to go to school .5 month off invega. I go to private school

Damn that’s fucked, I went to catholic school in middle school and I hated it 8th grade I switched to public school and liked it way more, how are you handling being at school?

 

[roofmaan1]

I think the only beniefit from invega i got was that now i can live a simple life without the wanting of tecnolagy no hard addictions. and hopfully I could feel 100% also having a mri on my brain if i have brain damage

 

[roofmaan1]

kind of a funny story, during covid I was like 16 and jerked off everyday to hard porn and then I turned 18 and had to go back to school and was hit with me being paranoid about everything when ever i went outside thankfuly dont have that anymore

 

[Merek]

I think the only beniefit from invega i got was that now i can live a simple life without the wanting of tecnolagy no hard addictions. and hopfully I could feel 100% also having a mri on my brain if i have brain damage

I was also gonna have an mri soon I’m just curious too see how my brain is wired but also wondering if I have any damage not just from invega but from substance/porn addiction, I also felt like this on invega but it definitely wasn’t worth it I had no desire to indulge in anything addictive cause everything in general just felt worthless, I’d much rather be addicted too stuff then be on invega.

 

[roofmaan1]

im trying to mold my brain back to a healther state and trying to snowball good habits instead of bad ones
and have a deeper connection with god

 

[Merek]

kind of a funny story, during covid I was like 16 and jerked off everyday to hard porn and then I turned 18 and had to go back to school and was hit with me being paranoid about everything when ever i went outside thankfuly dont have that anymore

Fuck man I can relate too that all too much, I’ve definitely cut back a ton since I was 16 and I’m currently on a 45 day nofap streak rn, feeling pretty good lately sometimes but it comes in waves like I’ll feel good for a bit then get hit with intense anxiety it’s probably just my brain rewiring it’s self from addiction back to homeostasis porn addiction is no joke it can be just as bad as substance issues.

 

[Dre87]

It’s crazy to me how you were able too do all this while taking injections, I could barely walk 0.1 of a mile and I just stayed in bed 24/7 staring at a wall after I got shot with invega.

Maybe because I had wasted most of my 20's and just as my potential was starting to come out I fucked everything up and got put on the injections and also got into some trouble with the law, and it still needed somewhere to go. It was a really hard fall, from almost a comparable heaven right as I turned 29 and having overcome years of depression into an absolute hell. Don't even really know how I'm still here.

 

[Merek]

Maybe because I had wasted most of my 20's and just as my potential was starting to come out I fucked everything up and got put on the injections and also got into some trouble with the law, and it still needed somewhere to go. It was a really hard fall, from almost a comparable heaven right as I turned 29 and having overcome years of depression into an absolute hell. Don't even really know how I'm still here.

Idk either I know I would have folded and committed suicide if I was in your shoes it really does show how strong of a person you are, God has you here for a reason and one day you’ll find out why.

 

[Dre87]

Idk either I know I would have folded and committed suicide if I was in your shoes it really does show how strong of a person you are, God has you here for a reason and one day you’ll find out why.

It doesn't really seem like there's the choice to commit suicide, not in this life, not after what I've seen.

 

[roofmaan1]

can neuroplastisity increase IQ what you all think?

 

[Merek]

It doesn't really seem like there's the choice to commit suicide, not in this life, not after what I've seen.

I supposed it depends on the person, I feel like all of our souls decided to come too earth to see if we could take on the challenge of life on earth and some people may be destined to commit suicide in their lives cause that’s how they will leave their impact but others will remain alive no matter what suffering they are going through until it’s their time cause that’s what we wanted to experience to change our perspective on consciousness and be even more grateful for when we feel love and bliss on the other side or maybe here if we get lucky, I had a near death experience in the ER before where I had no body and I was in this space type realm then all of the sudden I saw this lights shaped in letters saying “It’s not your time” then I was back in my psychical body, lots of other people report during near death experiences that they hear a voice or see something saying specifically “it’s not your time” which I found very interesting.

 

[Dre87]

Idk either I know I would have folded and committed suicide if I was in your shoes it really does show how strong of a person you are, God has you here for a reason and one day you’ll find out why.

Thank you, that really means alot.