1+ month MDMA hangover?
dear bluelight community,
I am looking for people that have shared a similar experience and thus could advice me. I might be suffering from a rare case of MDMA hangover susceptibility, or I have actually no idea what is going on...
I took MDMA a handful of times in the last year, nothing extreme, moderate doses only, there was one festival where I rolled two days in a row, but that's about it. I am thus not a very experienced user, but no total newbie. I never suffered much from a hangover, besides feeling drained and beaten, but not substantially worse than alcohol ...
Things have pretty much changed after the last roll. Again, nothing extreme, I took 2 pills of green dominos (Marquis tested, several friends took them with me, all are fine) advertised as 120 mg. I didn't feel too much of an effect after the first, but still clearly it was MDMA, I took one more, the night went kind of fine, nor a heavy roll though. The hangover started with a day of delay and lasts now for over a month. The first weeks were absolutely extreme though, now I am mostly fine. It started with a permanent really fucking heavy headache, which continued to get weaker and weaker by the days. At first it was 24/7, then it changed slowly to only being at night, now it is mostly around lunchtime. It is still daily, but an end is in sight.
Now, I have researched and haven't found anybody reporting something similar, except that there is a wide distribution of MDMA sensitivity. I could live with the fact of not taking MDMA again, but it would be a pity, and this summers festivals are coming up ... I would love to roll there again. My plan is to take a very moderate dose of very clean MDMA to check, but my past experience was so unbearably shitty that I am hesitating quite a bit. Needless to say, work and life situation right now don't really allow for another month of heavy hangover.
tl,dr: Is there anyone that has experienced a hangover as long as a month or more and took MDMA again, if yes, what was the result? Could this be a) the result of a permanent incompatibility with my brain and the drug, or b) something that happens to some people although not necessarily on a reproducible basis?
thank you very much for you input
# for the mods: I am posting here anonymously because I simply couldn't register, the page kept saying that I denied registration because of spamming suspicion ...