That's what happened to me. I bought weed from someone and he offered me coke. I was the same mind set "just the odd day here and there", now it's travelling 20 miles on buses and taxis just to get half a g of coke.
I'm the same coke isn't my drug of choice, but one line and I can take on the world, in my deluded mind state. I should have just stuck to the weed, but I'm a bit of a polydrug user. If he had had heroin on him I might have been tempted. Alcohol and prescription drugs are my thing mainly, but I'm easily led at times. I don't need much persuasion to use any drug.
I am skint now so can't buy anymore, I need to stop this before it gets out of hand. I am not going to IV, just a stupid thought I got the other night. My house is wrecked because of coke rage and alcohol, benzos as well. I'm beginning to realise after buying last night on a Monday, occasionally isn't going to work. My table is full of prescription drugs and a bag of coke. I'm in the gutter and it used to bother me but now I'm just sitting here not caring. Waiting for payday so can have a drink.
I have a drugs worker but they don't really help. I hope to get clean and sort my life out. Your right man just play the tape.
I'm the same coke isn't my drug of choice, but one line and I can take on the world, in my deluded mind state. I should have just stuck to the weed, but I'm a bit of a polydrug user. If he had had heroin on him I might have been tempted. Alcohol and prescription drugs are my thing mainly, but I'm easily led at times. I don't need much persuasion to use any drug.
I am skint now so can't buy anymore, I need to stop this before it gets out of hand. I am not going to IV, just a stupid thought I got the other night. My house is wrecked because of coke rage and alcohol, benzos as well. I'm beginning to realise after buying last night on a Monday, occasionally isn't going to work. My table is full of prescription drugs and a bag of coke. I'm in the gutter and it used to bother me but now I'm just sitting here not caring. Waiting for payday so can have a drink.
I have a drugs worker but they don't really help. I hope to get clean and sort my life out. Your right man just play the tape.