but i was really hopping we would get back to the discussion about..... DRUGS...... like,,,,,,,, heroin!!!!!!!!!
So, what's the story people, those of you who are in the game 100 percent, using on a daily, more like hourly basis.
What's your, or better, what's a typical day like for you? Not work, the girl, friends, gym membership, just the D. And
how do you schedule either your life around the diesel, or the diesel around your life?
For me, My days are scheduled to accomidate my heroin addiction.
I usually am able to stay a day or 2 ahead.
9 month's ago, I was able to be about a week ahead. Having the Big man come by 1 or 2 times a week to drop off what I needed. Usually 6 to 8 packs at the beginning of the week, and depending on the week, the same amount on Thursday or Friday. (spending 800 to 1400 a week, CASH)
Going on this schedule over the course of one week, breaks down to something like 20 seconds a day spent TOTAL on the dope. When I say TOTAL, I mean everything that goes into aquirring the heroin. From making the phone calls, to getting the cash in hand, to waiting for the guy to show up... yada yada.
Chances of getting popped by 5.0, just as close to ZERO percent chance as possible. Considering it's coming to me, in my nice Lincoln Park apartment. Not only that, but it comes to my front door, then into my living room.
Well, now that things have become much more REAL for me, unfortunately I do not live in that demo graphic any more.
Currently, going over the last week, I averaged going to cop, 1 time per day. A few days, I was able to cop three packs, so I was set for the next day. Regardless, the amount of time spent, dramatically increases from the above. A typical trip to cop takes exactly 2 hours from my front door to the spot and back inside my front door. 2 hours. That does not include waiting on trains, waiting on the man to "pull up", whatever else goes into the trip. That is 14 hours a week.
So I went spending 20 seconds a day, to 7200 seconds a day on dope. This number does not include the time spent waiting on you know who to "pull up", think about that for a second...
Anyways, 20 seconds to 7200 seconds.
And that's figuring just 1 trip a day. Imagine now, having to go cop several times a day.
My chances of getting popped in my Lincoln Park neighborhood were just about as close to 0 percent as possible.
But now that I am going out west 1 time a day, at minimum, that' number just multiplied it'self many, many times.
There is no equation to figure out your chances of being arrested, but I have always thought to myself it's gotta be somewhere around 10 percent chance of just being stopped for being white in the neighborhood. Once you factor in the action of going on to the block, the chances of being stopped just went up again. And so forth... By the end of it, im' always thinking its a fifty fifty chance.
Man, it's crazy to just sit down for a second and figure out how much time i spend of my life every week on just obtaining heroin. You should try it, crazy to see the number in front of you....
funny how as the habit grows, so does the time spent acquiring hey-Ron and finding out ways to get the finances for said hey-ron...
with the time going up, so then does the risk. Does the addict change their ways? Nope. Heroin is a helluvah drug.
