xammy
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I'd like to write a long post but I'll keep it short today
What do you think, can you ever get that feeling when you first fell in love? I dont mean a crush when you were a kid or anything, but that full blown first love that I believe almost everyone of you know, though I know there are many people who are even well over their thirties and have never fell in love.
This first love that hurted so much. I never stop chasing the feeling, but I'm afraid that I might never feel that again. It was so strong, stronger than any drug could give (well, I would compare MDMA to that feeling somehow, like making me feel the emotions of many years for this one girl compressed in a few hours) maybe because it was the first time when you had these sensations, so strong that they made you shiver. Just a thought about that person made you smile, you know the drill, words can't convey. But a lot of that was just a illusion, your fantasy which could never be true
So, have any of you felt that twice in their life? I sure don't, but the though of the girl who once more will take my breath away and flies me to the moon lives on.
What do you think, can you ever get that feeling when you first fell in love? I dont mean a crush when you were a kid or anything, but that full blown first love that I believe almost everyone of you know, though I know there are many people who are even well over their thirties and have never fell in love.
This first love that hurted so much. I never stop chasing the feeling, but I'm afraid that I might never feel that again. It was so strong, stronger than any drug could give (well, I would compare MDMA to that feeling somehow, like making me feel the emotions of many years for this one girl compressed in a few hours) maybe because it was the first time when you had these sensations, so strong that they made you shiver. Just a thought about that person made you smile, you know the drill, words can't convey. But a lot of that was just a illusion, your fantasy which could never be true
So, have any of you felt that twice in their life? I sure don't, but the though of the girl who once more will take my breath away and flies me to the moon lives on.