TY, still maneuvering around the site
I think we're talking the latter here, yeah.
As if ...One time I found a big chunk of heroin in my friends car, when I picked it up he stared me down menacingly as if I was going to steal it
When I IVd coke I also was really intrigued by the really outspoken and specific feeling of it being clean,.like.if the coke was cleaned somehow or even as if the coke rushing thru every vein and my entire body by doing so was cleaning my body, and I believe this the closest.one can come to it by using words...
I know exactly what you mean, the best dose is that dose you do immediately after waking up in the morning, your mind still clouded with sleep and then bam, an instant hit of powerful upper rushing thru body and mind, that gives the biggest kick, but I often also start the day by sniffing some coke instead of smoking, mostly cause I want the experience of doing a hit base first thing im the morning to stay something rather exclusive, I dont want that to become my normal you know, I want to keep that experience as special as possible. I also dont do every morning or not even every day coke, tho I buy my coke in larger amounts so if I would lose control over myself I could easily be using daily and Im quite proud of myself that lately I can control myself enough, and as long as I can smoke daily and all day some joints I dont see any change ahead...amazingly a couple weeks ago i passed out during a crack binge and woke to a whole unopened dove sack staring at me from the coffee table.
the crack was real it was the heavy benzos that made me go out. but that shit was both a blessing and a curse cause i immediately loaded the pipe and blasted off... better than coffee, imo. lol
I have the swat team delusion too!! I hate it and I never had it when I first started!! were you ever able to get rid of it while smoking? I have to know how!! it is ruining my experience and pissing off my friends
For me no they only got worse as time went on then I went back to IV coke &H and things were the worst ever,1st shot even with 3 bags of H in the cooker I’d still get super paranoid for 15 minutes till the H overpowered the coke…
I never did dope so I have to wait until the delusions go away without anything to come down. its torture
do any of your friends seem like they can take or leave crack? and then sometimes they make you feel like you're obsessed with it? I wish I could be like that (take it or leave it)
Please don’t take my comments about H as a suggestion,I haven’t smoked crack since about 1997 and I haven’t seen anyone from that period in yrs,,from 97-2009 I was IV everything coke and dopeI never did dope so I have to wait until the delusions go away without anything to come down. its torture
