Well, I really don't know where to start but all I can say is smoking weed has really ruined me. I first got introduced to weed when I was in grade 11. Didn't smoke on a daily basis. Just 2 years ago, I started smoking more and more everyday. For the last year I have been suffering from constant morning vomiting, nauseated more than 60% of the day, with painful upper abdominal pain with bad heartburn. I've gone to my doctor countless times, emergency room countless times as well. All of which have given me a different diagnosis. Anywhere from a stomach ulcer to sever stress and anxiety. I've been on gastric medications to anxiety and depression meds. Nothing helped. When I did feel the symptoms, I'd smoke weed to alleviate the pain. Which helped, for that moment, but it put me into a really horrid, painful cycle. My daily routine was, wake up( as soon as I opened my eyes) throw up, smoke a joint, go to back to bed for a bit. And when I tried to stop smoking, the pain was simply unbearable that I couldn't even keep myself from going back to smoking. Anything I ate, would come back up not even 10 mins after eating. And it was the opposite with the hot baths and showers, they made me even more nauseated. I can't stand the heat. But it did work sometimes.
Recently, as of 4 weeks today, I haven't smoked at all. I can proudly say this and couldn't have done it without the support of my boyfriend. To this day, these symptoms haven't decreased. In fact, I'd say it's gotten worse. Every morning, It feels like I start from the beginning. I wake up, in a hot sweat, open my eyes, become dizzy and extremely nauseated. For a week it was only dry heaving but this week, I have to maintain a strict diet otherwise if I get the sudden urge of hunger pain, my days ruined. In the morning, I try to eat. And lately, it's been almost impossible to hold anything down in the morning. It's so hard to force myself to eat anything. I know I need to, bad and if I don't, it will just be worse. But if I eat, anything, and my pains have subsided a bit, my stomach just explodes and I feel bloated, my digestive track is weird in the sense of having the extreme urge to go and it comes out of nowhere. Excuse me for being a tad graphic but in the morning, it's not just throwing up and dry heaving, it's right after that, i have the sudden urge to eliminate. Then throw up again. Everyday, I lose more weight then I put on. Eating is just bullshit (pardon my language). I can't work and have only worked one shift since October of last year because of trying to find the proper solution. I have become extremely sensitive to certain foods and smells. It's so difficult to deal with. It's put me under a lot of stress and into a horrible morning cycle that won't seem to get better as time goes on. Stress is the last thing my body needs and it's almost impossible to relax myself and my body after each morning. I have constant heartburn that even if I take something for it, my stomach won't accept it. And it just comes right back out. I believe that ever since I started smoking this garbage, my body has been wanting to shut down. Didn't notice it at first and was very stubborn to believe that it could cause such a thing. I can say this would be an extremely sever case of CHS. I went from smoking a quarter every two to three days to absolutely nothing. I don't know how long this will last and when the pains and this nausea will go away. But I swear it feels like it gets worse and worse each morning.. Maybe it's suppose to get worse before it gets better. My body is perhaps trying to fix itself but it sure doesn't feel like it. I had to quit smoking because I've noticed id feel even worse after then slowly start to feel better, but that was after smoking a minimum of 2 joints. And again, threw me into that vicious cycle. I am only 21 years old, and I am Canadian. I am 100% certain that I am not the only one with this sever disease because I know I was embarrassed to come forth to even my doctors at first about me smoking. Because I literally had an addiction and was embarrassed of it. It's so discomforting being frowned upon by each doctor I was seen by, like they didn't even care. Just prescribed me the next medication and sent me on my merry way. I really hope it starts to get better. But it's been 4 weeks now and each day gets worse.. Well that's what it seems like. So please, if anyone knows of anything that helps this type of sever case, let me know. I am always looking to be in less discomfort. Preferably homeopathic ways. I'd rather not get dependant on pills to make me feel better an mask the problem.
Thanks