First of all, it is the hardest to explain the inexplicable. I'm pretty new to dropping, and the first time I ever did, all I could say was, WOW...
to describe rolling in one word, for me at least, the closest is bliss. I know a lot of people commonly associate it w/ sex, but i personally dont feel that way. Its much more an emotional state, although the physical factor is as important as well. It's to reach a point in your life where you truly appreciate everything. I remember reading somewhere.."no longer were there any boundaries..black, white, asian..none of that mattered. what matterd was that everyone was the same and we're having fun dancing to the same song and just being happy...together."
For those like sensory child who havent yet experienced this..I am in NO WAY promoting the use of drugs, (after all I'm a newbie myself) but I feel that everything is good when done in moderation...once you go over that limit even the best things become bad. Food, money, fame...all these are good when they are plenty rather than in excess. it makes people happy and live a better life.
However, too much food makes people unhealthy, too much money will spoil anyone, too much fame makes a modest person cocky..
When used under control, I believe that E is also an extremely positive substance which lets one get in touch with the lost self. Once again, only when used in moderation..
Lets face it: The world is harsh and there are a lot of shitty things out there that have caused a lot of us to shut out and lock up our true selves. Our society demands a standard of behavior, a standard of thought, and a standard of living in general. What E does is to bring out our true selves that have been hidden under our fake masks which have helped us adapt to society. Personally, I believe that everyone should at least try it once to open their eyes to things they have grown to be blind to.
Sorry..wasn't expecting to make it this long but kinda got carried away. peace~
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ViTaMiN-E KeePs You RoLLiN ThRouGh Da DaY
[This message has been edited by ViTaMiN-E (edited 10 August 2000).]